Can I Have My First Dance? Damdeedum. =)

2010-02-01T19:04:00.002+08:00

It's official. I'm leaving blogger because I wanna "waste" my time using tumblr. Nah. It's because I find tumblr so much more fun. Heh. For now. Dont mind me. :D Toodles!

http://unique-perfection.tumblr.com/

P.S. Link me up. Thankyous. (:

2010-01-23T17:13:00.004+08:00

'That it will never come again, is what that makes life so sweet’ - Emily Dickson

When I first saw this phrase, I stopped to think for a while. It’s true isn’t it, the fact that what we experience in a second, whether good or bad, will not return again in the other. Our life is indeed, a life of a lifetime. Whatever experiences that I’ve had may not be all “cherry on top”, but they are something that I will never trade for anything at all in this world or universe. Oh, it suddenly struck me that I am very fortunate. I am actually very thankful for alot of things, like really really, alot! (:

I am first of all thankful for the wonderful family that I have; for my wonderful parents. It's very true, that we can only have one and only one pair of parents in this world. I am thankful for the way they’ve chosen to raise me up; although sometimes I feel abit unhappy about certain things, like how I can never sleepover at my friends’ place, or be home any later than 10pm etc. But then when I put myself in their shoes, I wonder, how am I going to raise my kids up in the future? I’ll prolly choose the same path given the social problems our society is facing today. [note that it’ll most likely be worst in the future] Bleahs. Okay, no, I’ll prolly loosen up for quite abit. Haha. (Y) This is just the present BUT my future, will be different. (:

I am also thankful for all those involved in my life. I think I am very fortunate to have people that I can talk to. And although I dont usually let people in, once they’re in, they’re there forever, god willings. (: There’s still alot of other things that I am thankful for in my life, and writing them here will take forever, so yes, I shall stop here for now. Haha.

I'm going to do my projects and some other stuffs now. There's like really really alot of stuffs need to be done. OMG. Freaking hectic! Gotta go. Toodles people! (:

2010-01-16T15:55:00.020+08:00

I was a different person back then. And now after the same experiences again and again, there will always be these same kind of emotional trauma from bad memories that will hunt me. Nevertheless, there's also these different kinds of joy gathered from the lovely ones. And i can still picture it clearly in my mind. All of those, with you, me, him, she, them. I finally understood a small bit more about life. It’s all a matter of the right moment, when you finally choose to let go and realise that some things are just not meant to be the way you wanted.

To be honest, there are a lot of things that I want to do in future. Be it alone or together. Some are no longer feasible. Some, highly uncertain. I think deep down I am not as brave as how I’ve always thought myself to be. Gee.

I believe everything in life has already been decided and predestined. We do have some power in our destiny, though. ["May the force be with you." - Star Wars. -__-"] When I said we have power, it only applies to the hard work we could put in, the effort we could spend on the things we do. But ultimately, it is He who will decide the opportunities that we will receive in life, and it is He who will give us the answers to our prayers.

Whether you get the opportunities, whether things that happened in life will lead you to them is another thing altogether. There are too many forces influencing what will happen, what will not happen, and how the future will be like. Sometimes this really makes me wonder if I should grab hold of chances, or accept that some are meant to be lost. ): Nobody knows. I don’t even know if this is part of how my life should be. Who knows really? Hmm.

Sometimes, I think that perhaps…thinking and reconsidering too much, causes many opportunities to go away and be wasted. You might not know that we could still hold on and even have a long way to go. And that remains something I am not sure if I will regret in future, or rejoice. The future will never be certain until it becomes present.
Then again, I’ve made so many wrong choices before. But in the end they seemed to be right somehow. Some of course, not all. Even though in some areas my chances are taken away by circumstances and things that I have no control of, I’m glad that it has also given me other strengths..

P.S. Sometimes you have to be apart from the people you love, but that doesn't mean you love them any less. Sometimes it even makes you love them even more.

2010-01-14T22:30:00.010+08:00

I'm sure everyone has at least seen their little vision of what they'll be down the road. Most would already be on their quest to achieve their vision while some would still be preparing. And yes, where would I put myself? Good question. 0.0

I'm the girl who didn't pack her bag well enough. Dangs. I think i've spent my secondary student days or even, primary student days, working up to this. It's a major achievement after all the setbacks I went through, but I'm good. Well, i hope so. Yeah. Well, not that pretty good laa. Bleahs! I'm not saying that i should totally be someone new to finally get what I want. I shall stay the way I am but I'll make some new, AWESOME improvements. (Y) Uh huh. :D People make resolutions at the start of a new year but i'm telling you, they'll eventually forget their way. I can see those already. Kind of loose, you know. Some will abide by them but what i'm saying is, resolutions are not items that can be crossed out of some grocery list but they're really there to remind us what our quest is all about.

Anywho, i have everything I need for this quest of mine, or at least I know I have. -___-" Beyond any doubts, i'll survive it. I'll go through it in any way. And I need time to prepare. How long? Approximately 10 more months nisah.

P.S. You know i do, i hope you too. I don't believe if you don't. Just don't...

2010-01-09T00:20:00.016+08:00

The video below is a trailer for Dear John. *points to below* The director is behind the movie such as ‘The Notebook’ and ‘A Walk To Remember’. [actually, i have yet to watch The Notebook. kental. i know. diam eh. dush!]

I wanna watch this. Maybe, it'll make me cry like how ‘A Walk To Remember’ does. Okays, i teared a little while watching it. I mean, it's very touching. A guy finally met his true love. And the girl learnt to love when she doesn't know how to in the first place. But in the end, the girl can't spend the rest of her lifetime with him 'cause she's sick. And she just had no choice but to leave the world, everything... [gee. i'm starting to cry. wth! stop it sia nisah.] *smack forehead!*

P.S. Please make me stop remembering about him. I know imy, but i know i wouldn't want it this way.

2010-01-08T19:40:00.013+08:00

I'm done with my first week of school. Yes. (: Honestly, it was hectic. Lots of assignments need to be done and also projects. I just hope that this time round my gpa would increase. *close eyes and pray* Anywho, tomorrow i'm helping out for the NP open house. Only one day. Obviously, it's gonna be the last day. (Y) Hoho.

And well, since i got nothing much to keep me occupied for tmrw, i might as well, crash down to school right? Haha. I'll be ushering those "budak-budak kecik" touring my school. Afterall, they're gonna be freshies just like me. Er..Okay, nopes. I'm not one of those anymore. Not anymore. I'm in Year 1.5 already. Like how i used to say it. Hees. (:

Anywho, i got nothing much to say here. So, i'll be draggy abit. Bleahs! -__-" My Hazwani just created a FB recently. Kental ke perrs. Hoho. After asking her to create it like few months back, which is obviously last year, and she did it this year. Best ke perr! Dangs. But seriously, i like. Especially about the post on my music search, to PANTAT BABOON, to Haz, to public apology. (Y) I'm telling you, my cheek jaw hurts and stomach hurts too. Blurghs! Thanks to the nonsense. Dush.

Alrightys, i shall now broadcast some random pictures for this year. [i just wanna make it long. like flooood. bleahs! -_____-" ]

2010-01-02T22:55:00.017+08:00

01.01.2010. Had a kite flying session with girlfriend. It was my experiment number one. (: Well, the story went like this. I was supposed to confirm with syahirah if we're going out, BUT i woke up late. (Y) Like real late. 1++ is considered uber late for me already. -___-" She texted me and i woke up with a shocked. Dangs. I got pissed off 'cause i totally forgot to set the alarm clock and confirm with her. *smack pipi* [thanks to me for sleeping late. dush!]

Sorry hor gf. (: So, i texted her and asked where should we go, and she asked me back. Best ke per. Lols. I got lazy to text her after multiples messages, and so i rang her up. Much more better. Decided to watch Avatar. BUT AGAIN, all cinemas fully booked, and the timing just sucks. It's at 2+,3+ and 5+. And coincidentally, mom told me that me that we're going to nenek house at 17.30!! Eh! Mengarut seh. So, ended up we didn't watch it. I suggested to her that we go to Henderson Waves, since she has yet to go. Eh, banyak kau punyer dah travel satu Singapore. Bleahs!

Again, tak menjadi. Time was not permitted for us. Dush! Sooooo, i told syahirah i wanted to do some kite flying. I've been wanting to do so. And, hell yeah, she know how to do it. The kite i mean! I got excited and we did it under a void deck. Our usual port. And, er, she created it and i just made myself busy by scotch taping it. LOLs. (Y) Honestly, i didn't know how to fly a kite. Well, not that i don't. Just that i forgot. Heh. Katerkan dah lamer tak main kan. -___-"

Overall, it was hell of a fun spending and playing kite flying with gf. I was sooo uber hyper ecstatic when MY KITE started to fly. I went awed! Hoho. (Y) Syahirah was happy but pissed off at the same time, 'cause over the years she did made some kite but it just won't fly not because of the wind, but the kite. Alaaa. Cian. But hey, with me, things always work. *kening naik turun* Hahaha! :D Bla bla bla. And oh, it did release stress you knoww. Heh. And then, we camwhore-ing throughout our lepak-ing time. Thankyous sya, for entertaining my crap and all. I like it alots. (:

2010-01-01T00:00:00.015+08:00

GOODBYE 2009! HELLOH 2010!

HAPPY TWENTY-TEN EVERYONE! Have a good high start this year alright. Break a leg! [gee. how many times must i say that? dush!]

Every year, there has to be moments that you'd look back to remember. They're like the songs that keeps on playing over and over again in your head. And like every song, there is a compilation of the best songs. This compilation is called the 'Greatest Hits'. Anywho, i've told many stories by this blog and some are worth of telling once, some worth not telling anything, and some worth remembering for a lifetime. These stories led me to what I have now.

The great moments of your life won't necessarily be the things you do. They'll also be the things that happened to you. Now, I'm not saying that you can't take action to affect the outcome of your life. You have to take action. And you will. But never forget, that on any day, when you finally step out of the front door, thats when your whole life could change forever. You see, the Universe has a plan; and that plan is always in motion. It's a scary thought, but it's also kind of wonderful. All these little parts of the machine constantly working...making sure that you end up exactly where you're supposed to be...exactly when you're supposed to be there. It just need the right place, right person, and at the right time.

You see, as you look through life, you will see that there is so much more that we don't understand. And the only thing that we really know is things don't always go the way we planned. And thats what exactly i learnt in 2009. There's alot of obstacles that i had to overcome; studies, love, family, etcetra. But, thank god, i still survived. Though i still have bits of parcels to pick up. Anywho, overall, 2009 is a memorable year. Thankyous 2009. And thankyous, you.

Have an awesome, traintastic 2010 everyone! :D

2009-12-24T23:09:00.007+08:00

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Work been fine for me. I've been transferred to a new ward. Not bad, not bad. Except that it's non-air con. Haha. But the feeling of the wind blew my hair, it's feel nice. Hoho. (Y) Anywho, tomorrow DAY OFFF! Wooo! Yes uh. And and, it's christmas tomorrow. Soooo, MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE! (:

I wanna go out tomorrow. Not really celebrate, but just to enjoy the holiday since it's christmas. So why not, right? Heh. I wanna go kite flying. I wanna go marina barrage again. But but, i wanna go ICE-SKATING! At least i could experience the snow there you know. It'll be fun. *kening naik naik* Pretty pleaseee! (:

P.S. Shall we go together? Tomorrow? (:
P.P.S I bet i'll be sleeping late today. Heh.

2009-12-17T21:18:00.003+08:00

I'm a dead girl now. Serious shit. You wouldn't want to mess up with me right now. So, back off. Okays. I'm angry and i'm pissed. How can i not do it? How could i? It's freaking simple. Okays, not. But, the most i could manage my way through it, right? Nisah, you're sooooo soooo stupid. Bleahs! *smack forehead* *kicking desk*

Omg. I am so not in the mood right now. My life gonna be topsy turvy from now on. I don't know if i can do it. I don't know if after today it's gonna be a great, nice, super day. I don't know how will i survive during my CA. Gosh. I am soooo sooo damn demoralised. Fcuk. Can i make it through? Pretty please. *sob sob* );

2009-12-13T01:40:00.010+08:00

Put your hands up.

This song playing right now is sooo nice. And i'm sooo into it. This is what i'm feeling and what i'm willing to do for boyfriend for these past one week and next week too and whenever. (: Enjoy netizens! Tata!

Everybody in love, go put your hands up

If you're in love, put your hands up

You know you need someone

When the need is so strong

When they're gone you don't know how to go on

So the whole world is stuck in a moment

Standing still until they come back

You accept that they've, got things to do

But sometimes in the end there's nothing left for you

If hurt is missing your baby

I've done too much of it lately

Every minutes like an hour

Every hours like a day

Every day lasts forever

But what else am i gonna do

I'd wait forever and a day for you

I wait up, wait upI can't eat, i can't sleep

What else could it be missing you so deep

Long as i'm where you're going to

I'd wait forever and a day for you

I wait up, wait up for you

And even when we mad, and say we're through

Deep inside you feel the same way i do

Might as well turn around and just end this

Cause it's harder tryin' to stay mad

I could tell you that you can't stay here

Knowing just as soon as you disappear

That i'll be missing you baby

Soon as you get up and you walk away

Every minutes like an hour

Every hours like a day

Every day lasts forever

But what else am i gonna do

I'd wait forever and a day for you

I wait up, wait upI can't eat, i can't sleep

What else could it be missing you so deep

Long as i'm where you're going to

I'd wait forever and a day for you

I wait up, wait up for you

Everybody in love

Go on put your hands up

Everybody in love

Go on put your hands up

Everybody in love

Go on put your hands up

If you're in love

Put your hands up

(repeat)

Every minutes like an hour

Every hours like a day

Every day lasts forever

But what else am i gonna do

I'd wait forever and a day for you

I wait up, wait upI can't eat, i can't sleep

What else could it be missing you so deep

Long as i'm where you're going to

I'd wait forever and a day for you

I wait up, wait up for you

2009-12-12T15:52:00.009+08:00

Terrible.

This is oh so great. I'm feeling terrible, horrible, horrendous. Uber terrible. This is traintastic. Bleahs. I feel like i'm dying. Coughing extremely bad, and i feel like vomitting. (Y) -__-" And oh, there's phlegm in my throat. Mummy said if there's phlegm, it means i'm getting better. I hope so. Sigh. It's a bad week i had. Except for two days ago. (: But in any case, please let me have a decent, nice, good week ahead. Pretty please. I wanna get well soon. I wanna go out with girlfriends and love. I wanna have picnic with love. Can i b? Bleahs.

"Wanna hold you when your school's over.

Wanna tell you, you never know how much I love to see you smile.

Wanna make a change or two right now,

Wanna live a life like you somehow.

Wanna make your sacrifice worthwhile." ♥

P.S. HELPPPP! -.-"

2009-12-10T23:25:00.018+08:00

IZWAN ISMAIL IS LOVE BY NUR HANISAH!

Okays. So, today's highlights will be about me and love. Hoho. Yes, yes. Siaper lagi kan. And yays! I went out with my boyfriend today. *clap clap* Since he finished at 1700, we met at 1730. I thought i was be late. 'Cause i was slacking cum houseworking, and got teased by mummy. Bleahs. I don't know, but i was very the rajin this past few days. Folding clothes, jemur baju, washing dishes, sweeping the floor and mopping it. Phew. Hard work indeed. But it made me happy. 'Cause the very least, i did something. (Y) Mum gave me a long stare as if she thinks i'm crazy. Though i was sick but i still did those house chores. Katekan nisah kan. Blurghs! -___-"

Anywho, back to our story, before i met him, i text him and told him that i prolly will be 5minutes late. And and, my voice rox. So, i'll be whispering. And warned him not to laugh or whatsoever. Reached Somerset the same timing with love. And the first thing he asked was, "Bebual sikit. (:" I was like. DUSH! Omg. Kene bullyyyy!!! Bleahs.

And so, went to 313 mall. It's a new shopping mall. Nice place and cool escalators they got, with lightings by the side. (Y) And ohs, boyfriend did all the talkings today. I like. It's like as if he's talking to himself. BUT BUT, I DID LISTEN OKAY. And all i did was either laughed or smiled with his silly antiques. Hoho. Saya sayang kamu larhs b. (: ♥

And i was good today. I had no coffee nor chocolates nor ice-cream. I did asked him for it but i was testing him only. Heh. Blueks! And later on, we headed to OC. In case, you don't know, it's Orchard Cental. (: It's a huge place and also my first time visiting it. I like Molecules. Though their furnitures are very the expensive, the designs are very the exquisite and i liked it. (Y) Then we saw these Caucasians did their acrobatic stunts. Cool or verrryy cool?! How i wish i could that. GILER! Okay dah. Made our rounds, and then proceeded to ROOF GARDEN!! I love that placeeeee!! It was breezy! VERY! Plus, the feeling was nice when you're with someone. It's just indescribable. (:

Had our dinner at LJS. As per usual. And this time round, IZWAN LOVE, i know how to cut fish/chicken using fork and knife okaaayyys! And and, it's not out of proportion or anything. Humph! Completed our meals, and i took out my paper and pen. Actually love, i got it ready, in case i really can't talk. Bleahs! -___-" I had my conver with him by writing, and he did the talkings. But guess what he said when i finished writing one sentence after another? He said, "And? Lagi?" *Dush* Mengarut eh dia. Haha. Then after i was done, he bully me again. He said, "If you meant what you write, then talk to me now." I was like, helllooos. Me got no voice here. TSK! Then, he started with his nonsense. Hoho. So, i just said it to him. I'm telling you, he got to get near me, in order to hear what i was saying. At times, i got to repeat twice! That's show how bad my voice rox. Blurghs! *smack forehead*

Yada yada yada. Now i'm lazy to carry on any further. I'm coughing extremely bad. Gee! If i'm not well till next week comes, i think i'm gonna let a nice doctor to treat me. I know i need to get myself sort out soon. Sigh. *slaps forehead dramatically and pretends to faint* ):

Izwan dear, today's a great day i had with you after a long time. I lost count of when we were far away from each other. But today speaks everything. I know you planned it out for todays date. Roof Graden was traintastic. (: I love it lots. Oh, plus super long escalator? Hoho. And seriously, i'm sorry for not being able to talk alot. I know my voice rox, and it's very very the irritating to me. I can get pissed off over it. But in any case, i wanted to meet you since you and i, we had the chance to meet, so why not kan? And if i were to throw that chance away, then confirm chop i'll be complaining away that you had no time for me. Blurghs! So, i insisted that i wanted to meet you. Hees. I know, your girlfriend degil. Macam you jugak kan. Kater izwan yang ajar nisah kan. (: *kening naik turun* Anywho b, i'm very thankful that we managed to spend abit of time with each other. Though i miss you now, i know there's more to come. We'll be able to meet each other right? Soon? Next week please? Before i go for my attachment pls. And ohs, i'll be talkative again when i regain my voice back. Okies dokies? Okay dahhh! Thankyous very the nice love. ♥

P.S. I love you always b. (:
P.P.S Plan another something when i meet you okays 'cause i like every little things you did. Hehes. (:

2009-12-07T00:31:00.008+08:00

4th Monthsary.

Okays. I've just woken up, 30 minutes ago, to wish my love right on time, our 4th anni. *points below*

HAPPY 4th MONTHSARY, IZWAN.
Me love you always. ♥

Bleahs. i thought i couldn't wake up, after sleeping for 1 hour. But i proved myself wrong. I'm willing to wake up just to text and i'm proud of myself. (Y) [gee. my eyes are making me look a zombiieee.] All much thanks to me falling sick. I don't like it when i'm sick. What's worst, the sickness is always about migrain. That's the heavy part. It hurts me like crazy when it starts, and i feel like banging my head. You know, like rock song. Bleahs! );

Sickness getting worst. Fainting spells is also within me. Gosh. Get well soon hanisah. Please. You're not the best in you when you're sick. Sigh.

P.S. I'm holding on.

2009-12-06T01:22:00.006+08:00

Tomorrow.

We have this natural feeling of missing someone/something whenever he/she/it is away/missing for a moment. No texts, phone calls or msn-ing, even hellohs, or so. You survived. I don't. Sigh. This feeling will either fade as time goes by or accumulate until a point in time whereby every little thing about that person/thing matters.

Each day, i waited. I miss your voice, your messages, your laughter, your kentalness, your fanatic, etcetra. I re-read all of your messages. It made me laugh and smile and then tears just flow down my cheek thinking of you. And you have no idea how many units of 'I-MISS-YOU' have I accumulated. I miss my boyfriend very much, truckloads. ):

P.S. Spend time for me for abit, 'cause all i want is to stay close with you.

2009-12-05T00:06:00.015+08:00

Holidays!

Finally, SCHOOL HOLIDAYS! Yes. (Y) Uh huh, uh huh. *shake body left and right* I can finally enjoy myself. I shall make full use of this 2 weeks of hols. Well, i'm still figuring out what's my upcoming plans. Hmm. For sure, i shall enjoy myself. Family, him, girlfriends, cousins, and etcetra. What most, i remember i have a date with my girlfriends. 15 Dec hor, girls. We booms into the pool okays. JURONG OII! Haha. And ohs, it almost slipped off my mind that i got to meet up with Liyana on Tuesday, for shopping, or prolly watching a movie. Bleahs! [If i forget about it, i'm so gonna be killed by her. Haha!]

So, yesterday was my last day of school. (Y) And i went out with my lesbiano Hazwani. -__-" We went to Causeway Point. I had a fun time and SELENGER BACIN time with her. We played TimeZone for abit. I treat her to a $4 ride since i had promised to do so. And she promised to treat me to Mc Cafe. (Y) [We did something and we got out deal. *kening naik naik*] So, she slide the card once, while i was reading the instructions postered before taking the STIMULATOR RIDE. ['Pandai' eh dia! *dush*] That's one problem. Another problem was that, WE didn't know how to open the door. *slap pipi* I waved to one of the helper told him what happened. He laughed and opened the door for us. I went STOINK for abit. SO SIMPLE?!?! Wth. Got into the machine and wore the seatbelt. Then we thought we couldn't play it since there were no value. Haz went out, and slide it again. Guess what, now there's FOUR CREDITS!!! Crap! Kental aper kiter. -____-"

Anywho, we had a hell fun of a time. We were shouting here and there like nobody business. (Y) The machine rock us BIG TIME. [Nasib ader seatbelt, kalau tak, we'll be flying over. Bleahs.] Then, went touring the mall, Watsons and all, then then, WE WATCHED SESAME STREET. LIVE! And i so love ELMO! (: And ohs, he got his song you knowwww. It goes like this, "This is the song la la la la, Elmo's song. He loves to sing, lalala, Elmo song. He wrote the music. He wrote the words. That's Elmo's sonnnngggg!" Okay dah. Hehe. Giler. We watched till the end. (Y)

Okays dah. Enough of my crap for today. My eyes are telling me to sleep. My nose been giving me troubles. And my body shivers like nothing. I'm off to bed later. But, somehow i don't wish to sleep 'cause i'm waiting...Bleahs. Goodnights netizen. I shall continue next time. Tata.

P.S. I'm still missing you truckloads. Where are you? Sigh.

2009-12-02T00:26:00.082+08:00

Hellohs netizens! Hoho. Nisah is back. Okays, like you all know, i just came back from Tanjong Pinang trip last Sunday. 4 days, 3 nights. (: And yes, i'm here to upload UBER LOTS of photos and abit of story-telling to be done. [we'll see if i'm rajin to make this into a long post. bleahs!]

Thursday

Had school from 9am to 12pm. [the rest of the class, i skipped. (Y) this is when you call me awesome. hoho. ] Frankly speaking, i did not pay attention during lecture. TSK! [selalu macam gini tau!]Then had class test during tutorial. It was manageable. (: Soon after, rushed my way to Expo for the IT fair. And when i was at, city hall, uncle told me that he's going back home. And he told me that there won't be enough time for us to reach ferry terminal. And that was when, i got frustrated, pissed off like anything. Pffts! So, no choice, i headed home and get my things. Yada yada yada. And ohs, it was a 2 hour journey.

Friday

Had breakfast in the hotel. I was expecting pancakes actually. 'Cause i reminisced the times during Manila trip. Bleahs. However, pancakes was not there. There were normal food that Hari Raya Haji would have. But, one thing for sure, i did not besar kan perut. Heh. *kening naik naik* After which, took a stroll near the sea. It was scorching hot but it was breezy too. (Y) Then proceeded to my 'long far nenek' house. Managed to get first sight seeing of kambing kene sembelih. (: And one of the kambing is very the degil. After the ceremony completed, had lunch at her house then proceeded to orphanage home. This was when i told my cousin, "I feel like i'm on a study trip. (Y) Haha." She got my meaning and laughed. Hoho. It was a nice feeling visiting them and i donated them some money, in which it was $10.

Saturday

Grandparents headed home after had their shopping at the market. Well, we bought alot of things. Dried squid, crackers, and etcetra. Their spent is like, REALLY spent. *smack forehead* Yada yada yada. I rebond my hair. It's quite cheap there. If i were to convert it to Singapore dollars, it will be $30. $30 people, 30! Wooo! (: [i couldn't get it at that price in Singapore, 'cause it would be 90 bucks at most. -__-"] And ohs, saya suka rambut saya. Hoho. (Y)

Sunday

And we headed home, back to my homeland, Singapore! Where everyone loves me. (: I know they miss me. (Y) Home sweet home.

P.S. And i miss my boyfriend.

2009-11-26T08:55:00.007+08:00

Okays. Common test is 4 days away. I've yet to study. Well, i shall study during my overseas trip. And as per normal, procrastination. TSK! [Nisah giler! Bleahs.] -_-" Anywho, i'm in school now, using my lesbiano punyer lappie! And lecture started already and i'm slacking my wayyy through it. (Y) Hees. And thankyous hor gf. (: And and plus, earthlings i'll be going awayyyy. Overseassss. Hoho. Yes. I'm declaring the outing as HOLIDAY instead of celebrating Hari Raya Haji. Hoho.

I'll miss girlfriends, lesbiano, guy-friend,

AND ESPECIALLY BOYFRIEND. ♥

So, before i end this post, i shall remind you that this blog will be going on a hiatus. SO, don't bother to check. Haha. I shall update it when i'm free, with uber lots of pictures, and i guess i shall let it do the talking. Till here! Take care people. (:

2009-11-16T21:40:00.015+08:00

GAAAAWWWDD!!! It's week 5!! Honestly, nur hanisah is really am exhausted. Tests, e-quizes, assignments, prolly up-coming projects, this is oh-sooo killing me right now. F-ing. I can go into bad mood now. Serious shit. ):

And and, next monday is my practical test. Common tests dates are out and I have yet to start revising. Year 1, year 1. Serious aku bingit. Mengarut seh. *faints* I need my break. Holidays! Come soon 7 December, pretty please. *sobs sobs*

All these things occupying me, is soo giving me all the migrains and nausea that i could get. I feel 'study plus homework sick'. And i guess, i'm starting to lose all the confidence in me. Plus, the fears. I always procrastinate. This always happens whenever something that is needed to be done is uber difficult. !!! I need someone to talk some sense into me. Let me be able to pull this through. I don't even want to have the thinking that i'm gonna breakdown again. Please don't. [Even though i think, i'm gonna soon. Tsk. ] )':

And oh, i forgot. I hate me for being like this. This sucks BIG TIME. [kan dah marah!] -___-" FYI, i realised i've watched 'She's The Man' for erms, i don't know how many times. It did crack me up though. [Lucky it relieve my tension. otherwise.. nah.] I shall play ball soon. Soccer i mean. Who? Who would love to accompany me? Just to make me smile and let me have the fun before i go into serious mood. [Nisah! Stop it seh. Tsk!] And it's been a long time since i had my laughing therapy. Bleahs. *smack pipi*

Okay dah. Aku nak go. Aku penat. Aku nak buat e-quizes, cum revising cum assignment, which is prolly SAWI [which i don't think so, since my eyes are abit heavy]. And NR? FAT HOPE, i'm gonna do it now. Okay BYE! [Pardon me for saying all those bad things and showed my temperament.]

P.S. Come meet me, and i pour it all out to you.

2009-11-12T00:00:00.016+08:00

"Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you!

Happy birthday to IZWAN!

Happy birthday to youuu!! (:"

Yays! You've grown up, big boy. Heh. 19 hor this year. You're a bit old, you know. And i'm still young. Next year, you're 20. Which means, very very very olddd! Hoho. And i will be berry berry berry younnggg! *kening up up* Anywhos, i'm wishing you all the best for your present and your future. From now on, be a good boy hor. Okays, cheeky boy? Hoho! May you be blessed with good nice great health and er, murah rezki. Amin! [eh, in english wealth eh? bleahs! me kental. okay dah! hush hush.] (: And and last but not least, may you last long with the girl you love okai? Eh salah. Okies? Hehe. *Kening up up* [If it's not me, saya plus minus sedih. And YOU kena smack in the bontot! Hmph! Bleahs.] Plus b, I WANT CELEBRATE BIRTHDAY WITH YOUU!! Bleahs. Somehow, i feel like giving you a pressie. And that is birthday bashing!! Hmm. Egg, flour, sugar and prolly strawberry syrup too. This is gonna be super uber egg-citing hor. Hahahaha! And ohs, last last. Enjoy your everlasting birthday okays, bontot? Hehe. Blueeks! You got 24 more hours! (: Okays dah love. I'm gonna conclude this post with a sweet nice sentence specially for you.

I LOVE YOU, MOHAMMAD IZWAN

BIN ISMAIL! ♥ ♥ ♥

P.S. Mission accomplished. I countdown every minute. From hours to minutes to seconds to spreading to everyone. Hehes. (:

2009-11-11T23:45:00.010+08:00

♥ ♥ ♥

YESH YESH YESH! 15 MORE MINUTES!

WOOO!

AND I'M COUNTING DOWN TO MY

LOVE'S BIRTHDAY!

TICK TOK TICK TOK. (:

p.s. me is the very semangat now. heh.

2009-11-07T23:25:00.054+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY 3rd

MONTHSARY, LOVE! ♥

Hees. Yays yays. Third month olely. Yays yays. He and me, we still love each other. Yays yays, i'm plus plus very happy. Don't ask me why 'cause it's pretty obvious that i am always happy when it comes to our anni. And also not to forget, our normal-hectic-nonsense-hyper days. (: ♥

So, bf accompanied me to Fort Canning for my SAWI assignment and then celebrated our anni. Here was how it went. (:

1. Woke up at 9 in the morning instead of 8. TSK! [i was damn tired, like nothing. bleahs!]

2. Was supposed to meet him at 10am, but i delayed it to 10.30am, then to final 11am. Bleahs!

3. I met him at 10.45am and waited for 20 minutes gitu. Hoho. *Kening up up* Blueks! Me first, me first!

4. Had a NONSENSICAL TIME searching for bus 139. And what's worst, was to find that 139 doesn't actually stop at Fort Canning!! [heart pain uh!] Thanks to 'me' [that boy i mean], we went round and round and ended up getting ourselves at the bustop where we we went for merry-go-round before. And i started to reminisce for abit. Hehe.

5. This part, i must say, I'M LAZY TO WALK ALL THE WAY TO FORT CANNING!! Eh, singapore TAK snow seh. And i was like, sweating profusely. Bleahs! [eleh, macam my bf tak gitu eh. hehe.] And so, as per usual, mesti kene bully punyer dengan my bf.

Boy: "JANGAN MALAS BOLEH! 2 STOPS AJER!"

Me: "Alaa! I'm hotttt laa! Tsk!"

6. FINALLY! We reached Fort Canning! Woo! But this, i must admit again, whenever i go touring with him, WE never fail to climb climb climb, till we reach the summit! Hoho. Gerek ke per. Bleahs! -__-"

7. Since i was lazy to write, i took the summarization of it using bf hp. Heh. B, mine is 3.0 mgp laa! Sembarangan jer 3.1 or 3.2. Eleh, kental! Blueks!

8. Soon, headed to Plaza Singapura and walk walk there. Brought him in to Build-a-Bear Workshop [not build a bear foundation tau b. =p] He was oh-so kiasu i should say. Asking me uber lots of questions. This and that. Hehe. Cute. (:

9. We went to LEGO shop next. I want, i want! It's been a while since i construct all those and play it, and just simply awe at my art piece. Hoho! *Winks*

10. After that, headed to ION Orchard! *clap clap* My wish was finally granted by him. Since, HE was the one whom i wanted to go with. Hees. (:

11. Again, i was awed by all the shops there. Standard laa, everything branded. How do you expect me to buy kan. Hoho. And and, UNIQLO was there! Didn't see CottonOn though.

12. Since gf couldn't get coffee from bf, she changed her tactic and asked for chocolate. And and, he bought blenced chocolate with choco chips. Ooohs. [drooling again. haha!] Clever is gf hor b? *kening naik naik* And i bought Old Chang Kee foods. Yum yum. (:

13. Nonsense part of the day interrupted and he told me something that i couldn't accept and went into bad mood. I was over sensitive. [pms. i hate it! ): ] Didn't talk for quite awhile. And soon, he insisted me on going home since there was nowhere to go.

14. I die die didn't want to go home. He got fed up, and took me to a bustop asking to board 158. Bus came, i didn't board it. He didn't even looked at me when i wanted to board it. Bus door closed and i just stand behind the ads. He didn't notice it and walked past me. I was downpouring ever since. I didn't know what came over me. It was just a sad moment. He didn't know. But however, he somehow saw me, and i tried to run then hide. But he managed to find me. Bagus. Bleahs. I'm not good at hiding i guess. -__-"

15. Settled on that spot, said sorry to each other, insisting that he was not at fault and i was not at fault neither. Giler. Haha.

16. And so, we were back to ourselves being the sweet sweet couple. Hees. (:

17. Played acrade for abit.

18. Went to eat at LJS. And had a funny-adorable-sweet conversation with him. Alaa. i know your secret now. *kening naik naik* But i won't tell it to no one. Cross my finger. Eh salah, cross my heart! Hoho! Anywho, i dah cross my heart infront of you, so you mesti percaye. Rights? (:

19. He send me off and i send him off at the mrt station. Heh. Bid a goodbye and a kiss and headed home.

20. Reached home at 8.45pm. (:
________________________________________________________________

♥ Love, i had fun today though there was hiking. Hehe. =p And sorry 'cause there's no love letter for you. I was extremely exhausted the day before and didn't had time to do it though i wanted to do it badly. Bleahs! But but, i'm making it up to you, by typing it here.

B, i know things been hard on us sometimes. Ever since school started, both of us been busy. I realised maybe the lack of time made us lost track about each other. I dont know if you feel that way, cause thats how i do. I miss those times we went out on dates. I miss hearing your voice and your messages. I miss those time we just hang out enjoying each others company doing random things and teasing each other like no other. As bad as this would sound, i even miss having my laughters with you. I know that even when you dont say it out, those three words or so, somehow i know, you've always try your best to make me happy.

But nevertheless b, no matter how sensitive i am and no matter how much pain you’ve given me sometimes. You know I’ve never given up on you, on us. Because i believe that this journey with you, my journey is a walk to remember, and it spells, forever. Insya’allah. I love you, and i always do. *Flying kisses and hugs* (: ♥

Yours truly,

Nisah.

2009-11-07T22:40:00.007+08:00

Will update soon about my friday, which is yesterday. (:

P.S. The next post will be lengthy.

2009-11-01T23:06:00.016+08:00

JIA YOU SYAHIRAH! YOU CAN, YOU CAN! SAYA
AKAN SELALU TEMANKAN KAMU OKAYS! ♥

You know, you know. Flashforward is a show to watch. This is as epic as it gets. The entire human population blacked out for 137 seconds and experienced their flashforward? This is simply fantastico. People get to see visions of their future 6 months onwards and typically, most would freak out. Duh. -__-" Some treated it as a warning while others used them as hope. It's pretty amazing what people will think and do at great lenghts just to prevent their future to come true. Hoho. I will do exactly the same too though. (:

Anyways, today, i cleaned up the mess i made in my room. Penat ke per! Bleahs! But but, it was fun though. I was multi-tasking while cleaning my room. As per usual, listening to music was one of those. And and, DISTURBING my sister and mother. Hoho. Alaa, sorry hor! Betul, betul, i'll be a good girl. (:

Plus minus, school's killing me. I'm hating FON2 (Full of Nonsense, part 2) honestly. Lecturer is super-uber draggy. Asking us to browse through things using our PDA while she can simply show it off through her lappie. *smack forehead* What a waste of time. No wonder people hates this module now. -___-" And ohs, i have yet to do my SAWI assignment! When when when? Bleahs.

P.S.
1) I WANT GO SENTOSA!! Pretty please, bring me there? (:
2) I'm missing my crime partner. ♥

3) I'll be there for syahirah girlfriend! ♥

2009-10-24T23:40:00.007+08:00

First week of school fly by like a jet. It was okay, but it was hectic! And like i said, it's only the first week of school and i'm cracking my brain for some new modules. And and, research is such a nuisance! I don't like it. 'Cause it always take up most of my free time. Bleahs! Anywho, i'm lazy to type alot. So, those pictures over here *points to below* was what i did during first day of school. And i was so into it. It was fun. Play with play-dough! Woo! Okays dah. Enjoy browsing! (:

2009-10-16T15:45:00.021+08:00

I'll be random for today. So hush hush. And so i just got back from the opposite block, under the void deck for almost 3 hours being there alone. It was a 'let it all out' situation and also study period. I'm just feeling nonsense. Uh huh. I really don't know why. Well, plus minus, and vice versa. Understand it if you don't, otherwise, just ignore that sentence, and proceed to this sentence. I'm tired. I'm out of energy like anything, for thinking, for arguing, for debating, for saying sorry, for being stubborn, for getting scolding, for being ignored, for holding on too much and etcetra. [I couldn't possibly list everything out, can i? I could if i want to, but the thing is, i don't want to go on further.]

However, i'm in for smiling and laughing. But somehow, i feel that it's all fake, within me. That's what i feel. Well, sometimes it's true, and you can just feel it. Bleahs. What came over me now? Don't ask. I don't know. Maybe school's gonna start soon? And it's 3 days away. Holidays gone? Correct. Enjoyed? Abit. Maybe those are excuses. I don't know. -__-" And true enough, maths paper gonna hunt me down like in 11 days time. Am i chiong for the "nice" paper? Hell yeah, i am. Who's not, right?

But what if? What if i couldn't make it through? Everybody will be like oh-so disappointed in nisah. Plus, everybody will wrong me for being in this status. Hmm. You know what, i don't care! I don't want to care any of what they gonna say or whatsoever. 'Cause all i know is, i'm gonna do my best, be the best of it, make it quick, but also careful, then i'm done. Done for those two days. And i wanna pass. Please give me a passing grade pretty please, though i'm expecting abit higher than that. Please?

Anyway, sigh. Big big sigh. And i guess, i'm tired of sighing? I need someone. Someone who can be there for me literally. Someone who wouldn't make a downpour within me or literally. Someone who care for me. Someone who appreciates me. Someone who worries about me. Someone who knows my attitude very well. And someone, can bear it with me through thick and thin. And someone who does not have any regrets or doubts towards me. All that someone, will and do make my day. And i love that someone. I know who you are. And i do think that you know you are and you are to me. I just need you. I'm sorry again for everything, but i'm not sorry nor regret for spending my life with you. In fact, i want to spend my entire and bits of life, with you. I do.

P.S. If i want to fall, will you allow me? And if i fall, will you catch me?

2009-10-03T13:55:00.052+08:00

As i've promised, i've come to update about my "holidays" during my stay at Manila. [Padahal it's a study trip. Bleahs.] Hoho. So, here is the story that i am going to tell you now. (: [And i'm doing this for bf especially and gf. (:]

28th Sept 09 [11.30am]

Okays, i'm on board! Hoho. On an aeroplane lor. Where else kan. (: Anywho, gf is happy very very happy today. Because of my family, my nicest gf and not to forget, MY SWEETEST BOYFRIEND! Hehe. So, i woke up early at about 6.05am. Heh. Had a long nice shower and all, then went to have our breakfast. Soon after, reached airport. Waited for time to fly by, 'cause i knew bf couldn't come since he told me he couldnt. Bleahs. I did hope for him larhs. Till i went from row to row, 123456789, and he stands infront of me. Okay. i know i'm kental to be doing that. Hush hush. (: Then syahirah gf text me that she will be abit late. Bleahs. I thought i couldn't meet her too since i know 100% sure that i also couldn't meet my bf. And therefore, it will spoil my mood. Duh. But but, I was taken aback. Really surprise. Bf called me, giving reason that he was at his friend's house, and yar, he just wanted to call. Hmm, okays. So we talked for abit, then...

Him: What colour shirt are you wearing?
Me: Huh? Why you ask seh? You're not here what. -___-"
Him: Alaa. Nevermind laa. I can still see you though i'm at my friend's house. Kater i'm superhuman.
Me: Tsk. Okays. I'm wearing pink with black cardigan. (:
Him: Okays. I see you.
Me: HUH?! No. I don't see you pun. Sembarangan jer. ):

So i kept looking for him till i found him at the side. [Pandai tipu hor! Tsk!] (: Honestly speaking, i was out of words. "He? Izwan? Bf? Am i dreaming or what?" Then the moment he smiled and i smiled, i knew i was not dreaming. Bf is there! Infront of me! Omg. I'm really touched. I kept on smiling, non-stop, even now. (: Thankyous dearest. I love you. ♥

So, syahirah gf and izwan bf, THANKYOUS, THANKYOUS, THANKYOUS! I appreaciate alot for sending me off. You guys sanggup anta me. Me, me, me! Yays! *clap clap* Seriously, thankyous again. I love you both larhs! (:

[1.30pm]

Alrightys, so now i'm in the aeroplane, [Didn't get to sit by the window. ):] updating, entertaining hazwani and oh not to forget there's TRANSFORMER: REVENGE! Hoho. [At last i did watch uh! (Y) Blueeks!] Anywho, i had a molm lamb for lunch. Don't ask me what it is, 'cause i only know that there's lamb and some other stuffs. Haha. In addition, i had ice-cream! Confectionary cube ice-cream! Hoho. It's nice. *kening naik naik*

[9.30pm]

Reached Manila at 4.30pm. Check out and all, then board the tour bus. Finally, got to our hotel. Got our room, then slack in there for about 1 hour. Met lecturers at the lobby then proceed to Robinsons. The mall was quite big though. I could faint, straight away. Anywho, i didn't buy anything much only bought a book; The Lucky One by Nicholas Sparks. (: Again, we're in the hotel. Time to rest, but here i am blogging. Hehe. (: Maybe, i'm gonna read my book or prolly sleep. Hoho. Okays dah, i'm lazy to continue. Goodnights!

29th Sept 2009 [8.40am]

Okays, yesterday i slept at about 1.45am. I just couldn't sleep though my eyes were heavy. Pffts. Got to wake up at 6.30am to have breakfast but i still had the time to 'roll roll' on my queen bed. Hees. [This is me, always procrastinate. Bleahs.]

So now, i'm in the bus, on the way to a hospital. By the way, it's called ospital muntilupa. (: Anywho, i just put down the phone with someone. Had problems though. Communication problems. Bleahs. [Irritating hor for you to call me. ): Thankyous anyways.] I don't know if i'm gonna call again after hearing all those 'nice' sentences. Maybe i? Maybe no? I don't know. ): Maybe. Maybe i should just wish a goodnight and yeah, that's all, soon after, i will hang up. Yeah, maybe i should just do that even though i'm still, you know, yar, disappointed and all. [I can still continue to hold on.]

30th Sept 09 [8.00am]

Alrightys, so yesterday i finally decided to make a phone call. Yeah, was okay though. Anywho, the trip to the hospital was fun. One hospital was very budget while the other was lets just say, very very very nice. I like it. And oh, in Singapore hospital there's a room called nursery room. But as for the Manila's hospital, it's called huggery room! [Simply because you hug babies. Hoho. Cute name. (:]

Anyway, yesterday we took out chances to shop since our lecturers let us. Yays! And i bought alot of things! Well, kind off. Heh. (: [Okays. Nur hanisah is a cheapskate girl. What to do. It's just for the meanwhile. Hoho. Blueks!] Then, i reached home at about 9.30pm. [No wait. Since when it became my home? *smack forehead* Blurghs!] And i slept at 11.45pm, i think.

[3.00pm]

So now, we're on our way to mall of Asia! Yays! Well, before that, we went to a park, the largest park in Manila. It's called Rizal's park. And yes, me and haz took Thomas & Friend 'choo choo' train! I'm serious! Tak bedek! Believe it or not, it's true. Hoho. It was a nice ride and my lecturer BELANJA us uh. (Y) After 20 minutes of touring, headed back to our coach bus. Proceeded to Southville College. (: Yada yada yada. And er, there's limited lift. Pffts. Which also means, i did ALOT of exercising. [Oh my god. I am so rajin jor. *self-praising for abit*]

2009-09-27T19:40:00.031+08:00

Back to the typings. Hoho. Well, i told myself that i would update before i fly off. So, this will be the second last post. Hehe. And for more stories about Manila, you will have to wait for me till i come back, okays? Anywho, people. Do take care okays. I'll be away for five days. And syahirah girlfriend, forever you are not alone laa. I can still layan you though i'm not in Singapore, okays. So, take care okays. (: And as for izwan ismail, saya sayang kamu alot. I trust you and i love you deeply. [Those are not just mere words .Believe me. (:] Anywho, jangan main main hor while i'm not with you. Hehe. JOKINGS! Blueks! Take care always, okays dear? Don't tire out yourself. As for the soccer thingy, have fun! [That if you gonna play this coming thursday laa.] And not to forget, CHALET! Hees. (:

On the friday, guess again, who did i meet? Haha. Who else if it's not that boy. Hoho. (: Met him with my bicycle and, hoho, i ride him off to mosque myself for friday prayers. Uh-huh. I did that. So? Blueeks! Bf is so kental, to have that fear. You know, falling off and all. Pffts. Kental is definetly him hor. =p And, i waited for him like about 45 minutes or so, i guess. Then it was his turn to ride me to pasir ris park. Woooo! I'm telling you, before he ride me, he told me something. And that was, he did not ever ever ride someone on back of the bicylce. And of course, i went on giggling. 'Cause bf is just so cute. [Terime kasih. =p] However, he then surprised me again. I thought that the moment i step at stand of it, i would fall or tumble. Bleahs. I don't know. But but, he proved me wrong. He just ride me off like he already know before. Blurghs. [Okay lor. Why you so clever? Hehe. =p ]

And we finally reached pasir ris park!! Yays! (: Got a spot, under a one rooftop. Haha! Sat there, did talkings and all. Then wanted to get something to eat, 'cause bf haven't eat yet. Pffts. And so we headed off. Then we saw a couple took MY seat. No, it's OUR seat, the moment we got off. TSK! I'm telling you, i went into fanatic mode. And bf just lauged at me. TSK! [Suker dia, tengok orang bingit.] Okays, then instead of searching for food, we ended up sitting again. But this time, on the beautiful green grass. Hehe. And that was when there were kids did their, 'community service' at the beach. You know, pick up rubbish and all. And i heard, one of them called out for their friend, rubbish man! Haha. How cute can they be. Again, definitely, i will laugh. (: Hehes.

Proceeding on, we headed to downtown east for our next stop. Had pizza. [Pitza, okays. Hoho.] Takeaway, and ate at paris ris town park. (: This time round, it was BIG BIG SHELTER. *kening up up* Which also means, we got it to our ownselves. Heh. Then, tick tok, tick tok. Time has ended for us. I had to go. So, bid him goodbye and all, then i left. Bleahs. Okies, so, this is again, the sweetest story i had once more with boyfriend. The boy whose name is izwan. ♥ I love you dear. I do. And you're part of my list. (:

2009-09-27T12:45:00.018+08:00

After cyclying slowly till wednesday [it was on the 23rd Sept 09.], i finally got to meet my dearest. Hoho. Yesh uh. Girlfriend was happy indeed. (: So, we met at bugis street bustop. Then off we went to iluma! And and, we were so early. Er, kiasu? Bleahs. -___-" So, we ended walking here and there, an aimless souls. Hoho. And we were eager to take the longest escalator, so we board it. (: [Okays. It was not the longest 'cause it only stops at level 4. Kental.] Then then, some shops started to open up and we went into Pattino. Boyfriend bought a pair of black loafer. It's nice, and i like it. (:

And so, we then proceed to our next destination. Honestly, i didn't have any idea to where my bf is bringing me. Seriously. Asked him to let me know, but he just wouldn't. Bleahs. Figured it out high and low, still i didn't know. Pffts. Ended up, i just gave up, and slowly cycle till i reached the place. Yada,yada,yada. And super.oh.my.god. BOYFRIEND BROUGHT ME TO HORTPARK! Yays yays! *clap clap* Hehe. [Okays, i'm starting to reminisce it again.] Alaa. I can't help it, but i shall say, my bf is oh-so sweet to know that i've been wanting to go to this place and that he remembers it. (: Okay you know what, bf is super loved by me. ♥

And yeah, we went to do our exploration around that hortpark. It was nice, the feeling is loved. All the flowers and trees and yeah, everything you find in there is just so beautiful. [Saya mahu bunga rose from kamu boleh?] (: And oh, we didn't take any photos, well, 'cause the sun was scorching hot. [Singapore tak snow laa. And that is a fact. (:] My eyes will pop out into the 'swimming pool' because of the sun. [Okay part tu nampak sah i'm bluffing laa eh. Bleahs. -___-"]

Okays, then we went to queensway. Met bf's brother for abit. Browse through soccer shoes, and then i bought a clothe. Pink colour! And saya suka. (: And so, we had LJS as per normal at bedok. *kening naik naik* However, the journey was freaky long because, 'cause we took the wrong bus. *dangs. kental seh. -____-"* Nevertheless, the journey was fruitful though. [If you know what i meant. *winks*] So, okays. That's the end of my story, my love story, my surprise for that sweetest day. (:

2009-09-26T14:50:00.008+08:00

Raya been like just normal days for me this whole week. It just feels like it's not the raya mood now. Get it? Bleahs. 'Cause well, i just don't feel the atmosphere. Haha. Kental. Maybe others do? Hmm. Anywho, briefing on the 24th Sept was er, okay. I got to know the real timing for the check in. And and, i'll be checking in at about 10am or so, which means, i have to be at the airport by 9.30am. And you know, i went fanatic to my friend 'cause MY LECTURER cheated on me. She told me it was about 6am we depart, so we have to reach the airport at 4.30am!! And i gave her a once-over look at her. Bleahs. -____-"

Anywho, let me tell you something. The day i got back home after briefing, i got all my clothes and all the stuffs that was needed, and packed it straight into my luggage. Hoho. [Okay. Part getting all the stuffs inside the luggage is bedek laa. Not all, but half of it is in. (:] Somehow, i was so rajin to pack it and i don't know what got into me. *smack pipi*

Place: Terminal 2, Row 10.
Time: 9.30am.
Date: Monday, 28th Sept 09.

P.S. If you have the intention to send me, do tell me? (:

P.S. Anywho, syahirah gf, happy one monthsary! [Aku masih ingat uh. Haha. =P] All the best to you two. (:

2009-09-21T22:35:00.012+08:00

O-kays. It's almost 15 days and only right now, i have the intention to update my blog. [Okay, that is so not true. 'cause i actually wanted to update since, i don't know when. Bleahs.] Anywho, as you all know, my attachment just ended last friday. And overall, i had a great fun working there, being a student nurse for now. (: I don't know eh, it's kind of nice to have that inner feeling within yourself whereby you help patients here and there. Hoho. And yeah, got a B for my CA. Thought of getting an A. Bleahs. But nevermind, i'm contented enough with my grade for now, since its my first time attached to a hospital. =D And and, netizens, i am sooo missing the patients there!! Pffts. [I almost shed my tears when i need to leave them. ):]

Anywho, i'll be talking about some other things now. And that some other things, is that, fasting month just ended and it's raya time!!! Wooo! Okay dah. Somehow, i miss fasting, you know. I don't know why. Blurghs. On the day of raya itself, i always thought that i was fasting. Pffts. Kental. -___-" And and, to all muslim people, SELAMAT HARI RAYA hor! [Saya mahu duit raya sebab saya masih kecil lagi! *muker tembok for abit*] I'm sorry for all the wrongdoings i did to you, whether purposely or unpurposely. And yeah, pleash forgive me! Teehees. (: We go raya together-gether on the 11 October okays dear friends! Thankyous syahirah girfriend for the planning. Hees. (:

And so, i'll be going in how many days time. ): Alaa, I don't feel like leaving people around. Come with me? Bleahs. Briefing will be on then 24th Sept. And i heard, i'll be checking in the the morning at 6. It'll be a 3 hours journey prolly. [If there's no air jam and departure jam. Hoho! =p] Okay, you know what, now i'm excited thinking of it. [Okays, saya hypocrite. TSK! Tapi tapi, leaving people behind is oh-soo true! Blurghs!] Okay, i'm done. Goodnights netizens! (:

P.S. It'll be to so many more hours till i meet you and i'll be cycling slowly till wednesday.

2009-09-07T00:00:00.039+08:00

Happy One Month Anniversary Dearest! (:

Yay, yay yays! It's been 31 days and she and him are still together, connected. Initially, i thought it was my imagination, but it wasn't. And i know it's true the moment people called me crazy 'cause i've been smiling all day long, every minutes, every hours, until now. Even during work time. Heh. Believe it not, you can call me crazy. Bleahs.

Anywho, i'm still falling into his love, every now and then. He always has his way to make me smile. Whereas myself, i can always make him smile first, then laugh, then call him gila punya orang. In other words, crazy person. Hehe. (:
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Update as of 11.15 pm (:

It's been a while since we both met. Er, i suppose it was two weeks. If i were to count the number of days, it will be 16 days. It may be short for some, but the feeling of missing your love one will be infinity, like mine. (: But the utmost important, we still survived. Hoho. And so, we met at Paris Ris mrt and proceed to Arnold! It was not far. Very very near. Haha. This time i led the way, and i'm not lost nor sesat! Hehe. Yesh uh. Happy sekali. *clap clap* (:

Then we ordered ayams and chickens. Heh. *kening naik naik* And not to forget criss-cut fries! And and, the most kental part was that, bf didn't have enough money with him. Bleahs. Luckily i have. So, paid 20 bucks and he paid another 5 bucks. Haha! Funny laa he. You see, angry somemore with gf for not having enough money with her the other day. And now, he got his "pay back gift". Blueeks!

Walked thoughout the paris ris park and into the paris ris beach. Spot a place. A nice and perfect place for us. You wouldn't believe that the couple sat in between the FOUR BIG COCONUT TREES. And they sat on a table cloth. (: [Alas meja okays, not cadar. I know. Pffts.] While waiting for break fast time, we start a random conversation, and started laughing like crazy people. Hoho. Bla bla bla, yada yada yada. Soon, after finish eating, gave him something. Something, that you need not know okays. In other words, no need to probe okay. Haha! Blueeks!

And dearest, hope you like it. The gift and plus the love letter. Hehe. And i like your sweet msg. Especially when the part you told me to type my name on your itouche. And 'poof' the msg appeared. I'm touched by that. Honestly. I find it a sweet and cute way for you to do that for your girlfriend. Seems like you know me already, just how to make me smile. Thankyous dearest. (:

Anywho dearest, today was loved. It's a perfect date, perfect place, perfect timing for break fast and er, what else eh? Haha. Now we know how it's like to be in love and our love will always be where we're falling. You know, i know. *winks* After a long time not meeting you, i miss you terribly. After seeing you, the feeling was calm. But when i got home, my missing feeling for you can't be described.

You know, we had a short and sweet time being together. However, i want it long and sweet. Because 4.5 hours is not enough compared to 744 hours. Agree? Hoho. And dear dearest dear, thankyous for today! The smiles, laughters, teases and the gift that you gave to me. It was all sweet and i couldn't ask for more. Having you by my side, is all i ever wanted. [Actually part tu bedek uh. 'Cause not only that, i also need your love, care, attention, messages, call, etcetra. Okay dah. Hoho.] And we have made today an extra special day for both of us, you and me. I love you dearest. I really do, and you know i do. Cross my heart just for you. (: [Psst. 4 more days okay. We just need 4 more days. (:]

2009-09-04T20:20:00.017+08:00

One week of work has past and i'm left with two more weeks to go. (: You prolly must be wondering how's my day at work and all. So, let me start. First day was just an orientation. My bum hurts after sitting in the lecture room for hours. [the hours part was just exaggerating. bleahs.] And plus, from my alert mode i came to sleepy mode by only hearing to the briefing itself. Tsk. In the end, it was just a boring orientation as some things i find it rather unimportant.

However, when it came to the touring of CGH, my eyes went wide open. And the reason was not because if the hospital was big neither about the ward. It was because of the elevator with the 's' add behind it. Bleahs. The staff nurse went about telling us about ALL THE LIFTS. And i gave her a super long stare as if i'm on another world already. Not only that, she even delve in to where and which floor the lift serves. I'm telling you, i felt nonsense. Hoho.

So, let me just summarise the afternoon shift. It was abit boring. Well, not really boring. It's just that you got not much thing to do. Either the patients sleep, went for therapy or they just need to go to the toilet. Bleahs. And it's only the second day, and my legs are tired, just because i stand too long and too much. Haha.

Anywho, as for the morning shift, i'm so into it. 'Cause you got a lot of things to do. You bath the patient, you wear for them stockings, changing of bed sheet, take BP and temp, etcetra. In conclusion, there ARE alot of things to be done. (: I just feel better helping out those patients. And, i so love morning shift. Hees.

And ohs, whenever there's a call bell, i'll always rush and attend to the patients. You know, like one mad girl who got chase by a dog. Pffts. Kental seh. Nevertheless, i still have to familiarise myself as to where the utilities are. Hoho. (: And ohs, gee. I need a lot of patience and courage through all this. [hmm. maybe having a strong nose might resolve the problem. bleahs.] Especially when changing diapers. You know, i know. I just have to bear with it. And i'm 101% sure that i'll be fine and it will not be a hindrance to me as days come by. I said, one hundred and one percent! *kening up up* (:

Alrightys. I'm done talking about my work stuffs and i'll be random for now. Either you continue to read, or just ignore me. Hoho. =P

1. 3 more days! (:

2. I love my job.

3. I just got a new haircut.

4. First time, I didn't bring enough money for taxi fare. And i went to panic mode. -____- [still thinking]

5. I'm abit tired. Physically not mentally. =P

6. I'm thinking of waiting till sahur later.

7. I need to clean my room now. Last last!

8. I'm craving for chocolate croissant at delifrance.

9. I'm gonna drink my mocha in just abit!

10. I'm done being random. Take care people. And GOODNIGHTS! (:

2009-08-29T15:45:00.014+08:00

Yays! Exams are over and i've gotten my life back. Freee! Haha. Bleahs. (: And now, just give me two more days and i'll be having my attachment! 3 weeks = CGH = fasting. Hoho. Anywho, i'll be in the medical ward, not in the surgical ward. And i'm kind of excited. Hees. Gila punya orang. Okay dah. Alrightys, let me just make a quick calendar of my schedule.

29 August
- Break fast at grandmother's house
- Might be going to Geylang. Depends. But i don't think so. Haha.

30 August
- Will stay at home.
- Clean my room!
- Stone for abit. -___-

31 August: Attachment Starts! 8-4 Pm
1st Sept: 1-9 Pm. Plus, tuition.
2nd Sept: 1-9 Pm. Plus tuition.
3rd Sept: 7-3 Pm
4th Sept: 7-3 Pm

5th and 6th Sept: Prolly stays at home.

7th Sept:
- ONE month anniversary!! (:
- Meeting dearest and break fast together at somewhere special.
- 7-3 Pm

8th Sept: 7-3 Pm
9th Sept: 1-9 Pm. Plus, tuition.
10 Sept: 1-9 Pm. Plus, tuition.

11th Sept:
- Will be breaking fast with my buddies and prolly bf, at Geylang!
- 7-3 Pm

12th &13th Sept: Again, prolly stays at home.

14th Sept: 1-9 Pm. Plus, tuition.
15th Sept: 1-9 Pm. Plus, tuition.
16th Sept: 7-3 Pm
17th Sept: 7-3 Pm
18th Sept: Last day, last day of work! (: 1-9 Pm. Plus, tuition.

Okays. Done. And you know, only when i finished typing out my calendar schedule, only then i realised that i'm very the enthuse. Bleahs. -___- Anywho, yeah. I'll be busy treating patients here and there. And if you wanna find me, text me or another alternative is to come by CGH. (:

And so, after attachment ends, then will i have my another extra 10 days of freedom, before i go fly to someone's else country. So so, I WANT SPEND MY TIME WITH EVERYONE! Okay dah. *kening up up*

P.S. It's gonna be real soon until we meet 'cause i miss you terribly. And i know that you know. (:

2009-08-22T04:00:00.014+08:00

Selamat Berpuasa Islam People!! (:

It's 4 am now and i'm blogging. Bleahs. Boyfriend slept, leaving girlfriend behind in this dark dark room, just the light from her desktop. Hoho. Okays. Anywho, one paper down, three more to go. Next paper will start on wednesday. Which also means, monday and tuesday i 'ponteng' school. Heh. And so, i shall and must be mugging today till the friday. I wanna chiong for these exams. Then then, it shall be over! Yays! *Okay nisah. Don't be happy yet. Do it now, let it over then you can be happy.* (:

And ohs, i got my PDA, i got my PDA! Wooo! Been meddling it for abit after charging it for 4 hours straight. Heh. And only he who knows that i'm kental using this 'iphone'. You see, when i tried to switch off, the screen appears. And when i press it again, the screen disappear. And you know, when it switch off it really has to switch off, right? But this PDA, i have yet to figure it out. *slap self* Bleahs.

And wait, before i go and wait for another hour to fly by and have family breakfast, i shall say that I WANT TO REBOND MY HAIR! What say you? Hoho. Okays dah. Suddenly, i just felt like rebonding it. The question is, when? Tsk. And now, i shall stop blogging and wait to be an alarm clock for everyone. Baik and rajin is oh-so me. *Okays. There she goes with being proud again. -__-* And dearest, thankyous for this, that, and just now. I love it. ♥

P.S. It's like this and it's like that. Whisper hello, i love you with all my heart. Cross my heart just for you. (:

2009-08-13T22:35:00.015+08:00

Exams coming! 21st to 28th August 09. Bleahs. Time pass by, super fast. And then, after exams, i'll be having my attachment at CGH. Woo. I am so a lucky girl to get at CGH. Otherwise, i'll be thrown over to er, prolly NUH or TTSH. Which is my second and third choice. Hoho. -__-

And what's most is that, it's the fasting period!! And yeah, i work while i fast. Bleahs. I just hope i get the morning shift. *kening up up* No night shift for me please. I'll be a zombie later. Blurghs. And continue, i'll then fly over to manilla. It's a study trip. However, at the same time, i'll go shopping here and there. Hehs. Okays. I don't care about shopping. I care about leaving my loved ones behind. Families and friends and of course not to forget, my dearest boyfriend.

You know what, i think i shall start practice, i mean get used to not miss my boyfriend. Can i? Bleahs. No wait. If i were to think again, I CAN'T. *smack pipi* Grr. But for sure, i want HIM NOT to miss me so much. But but, do miss me abit. Haha. 'Cause i don't want him to fall sick. Though he's a superhuman, which he believes so. Haha. So, boyfriend i'll be leaving for just abit. Not long. And i promise to call you when i reached there! Don't break your heart into pieces okays. Even if it break, i'll mend it again nicely for you. You know, use bandage and all. Hehe. Jokings. (:

2009-08-10T17:42:00.007+08:00

12 and 34 and 56 EQUATES TO 7.8.9. You understand? Bleahs. Okays, only me and him will understand. Hoho. *evil laugh* I'm grateful to have him and i love my boyfriend. Teehees. (: Anywho, yesterday was peace day, i mean, bleahs. HAPPY NATIONAL DAY! Singapore is 44 years old already. Dah tua hor. Blueeks. It's over. I know. But, nevermind. Wish is still a wish. Haha.

So, yesterday, i spent my half day sleeping and half day with boyfie. His was halfday soccer-ing and half day with his girlfie. Met him at 5 at city hall. Almost couldn't find him 'cause there was RAMAI ORANG. *lots and lots of people* But with the help of hp and our bionic eyes, he found me and i found him. (: And so, went to esplanade. Didn't like the place of viewing and so, went to marina rooftop.

Met syahirah for abit. Hehe. She with her comment. Bleahs. But, thankyous babe. (: However, we didn't watch it with her and her cuzzies. We went to foodcourt 'balcony' area and watch the fireworks there. The view was perfecto! We could see everything since we were just standing behind the marina bay platform. Sweet. And so, confirm chop when the fireworks started shooting here there and everywhere, i'll be smilling with all my heart. And i did. Heh. I just like it. Viewing it with my boyfie and having him by my side is just the way that i want it. Thankyous again, thankyous last, and thankyous forever, love. *smile big big*

Okays dah. End of story for yesterday. And for today, i will only say, saya miss my boyfriend already. Don't be jealous people. Okays bye! (:

2009-08-03T12:55:00.021+08:00

Hellohs hellohs. Testing testing. 1 2 3. Today's Monday, and i ponteng school. *kening naik naik* I think, for now, my immune system has gone HAYWIRE. *shake shake head* Fever acted up again in the morning, like crazy. It was 38'C. Bleahs. My coughing is atrocious. Whenever i want to speak, halfway through it i'll be coughing my lungs out. !!!!! It was rather annoying. Ended up, instead of talking much, i just kept my mouth zipped. (:

And and i went to polyclinic today. Went inside and they scan me through, and there they go i was on red alert. But i was glad that my fever went down by abit, 37.5'C. Haha. Still, i had to use the face mask. Bleahs. Anywho, there was RAMAI ORANG seh when i reached there. I was like, OMG. This could take ages. Doctor called for me, check me out, gave me a one day MC and i went to take my prescription.

Anywho, somehow or somewhat, i only agreed to see the doctor 'cause i just want the MC. Bleahs. Kental. And i made my mum go bleahs. -___- And ohs again, the cough syrup bottle is super effing big!! I went stoink looking at it, then looked at mum. Just great, mum laughed at me. THIS IS THE WORST SICKNESS I'VE EVER HAD!! ):

Tomorrow, i shall go to school and oh, there's test. MIC! Blurghs. And lecturer is so clever to just tell us today itself. Luckily my friends called me up and informed me. Thankyous hor. (: Ooohs. And i've yet to study, you know. And i've just like to procrastinate. No, wait. That is oh-so not something that i should be proud of. Pffts. When will test be over? What a question. Bleahs. -_____-

Okays. Before i go, i shall include some photos and let the photos do the talking. Taking care people. Byee! (:

2009-08-02T20:05:00.018+08:00

Dear Diary,

Okays. Again, I've Noticed That I Always Update On Sunday. Haha. So, Here Goes. On Friday, 31 July 2009, I Went To Merry-Go-Round With Izwan. He Was Lucky That I Could Accompany Him. Say What You? Say Thankyous! Bleahs. Teehees. (: Anywho, I Was So Clever 'Cause I Was Supposed To Meet Him At 6.45Pm. But Ended Up, Reaching At 6.55Pm. Bleahs. However, I Was Not Late. And That's Because, I Couldnt Find HIM There. So, He Was Late! Blurghs.

Moving On, Again, I Shall Say, We Are So Kental. Are We Even Singaporeans Or Not? We Got Lost Searching For The Singapore Flyer. Bleahs. Walked Here And There, And We Couldn't Find The Shuttle Bus. Ended Up, We Look At Bus Service And Took 195. And It Was Just 2 Stops Away I Guess. Bleahs. And So, We Walked For Abit Again Till We Reached Our Destination And Straight Away Bought Our $10 Tickets. Hoho. Student Pass Is A Must, You Know. *Eyebrow Fly Fly*

And We Were Entitled To Take The Ride Anytime Before 10Pm, I Supposed. (: And So, We Took At 8.30 Ride. But Before That, We Walked Here And Everywhere And We Saw The Fish Spa! And Guess What. I'm Not Sure If It's Good For Our Leg Or Otherwise But That Was What My Staff Nurse Said. She Said It Doesn't Help Or Something. Bleahs. I Don't Know. But Somehow, I Find It Cool Seeing Those Small Little Fishes Surrounding People's Leg. And I Was Like Laughing To Myself. Blurghs. And I Felt Like Trying It But I Knew It Would Be Ticklish. Heh.

Alrightys, Then We Took The Ride And Oh Ya. Before We Took The Ride, We Took A Picture. A Cameraman Took For Us. Izwan Was Er, Noisy 'Cause The Cameraman Didn't Give A 1,2,3 Signal. Hehes. And and, Off We Got Into The Capsule. And Went From One Side, To Another Side. Haha. We Took Some Photos While In There, Using IZWAN's Handphone! Okays, In Terms Of Camera Wise, His Much Better. But In Terms Of Handphone Itself, Mine Is Better! Lols. Anywho, I Just Love It When I'm At The Maximum Top Of The World. Wooo! Haha. Okays Dah. (:

And So, After The Ride Ended I Told Him, "Alaa. Finish. You Go Eksyeen Sleep Larh!" Haha. Okays Anywho, Then Off We Went To The Souveniers Shop. We Went To Check Out The Photo That We Had And Both Of Us Were Like Asking, "You Want? Haha." So Ended Up, Let's Just Say, IZWAN Bought The Photo For Me. Awww. So Sweet! No Wait, Oh-So-Handsome. Thankyous Hor! Seriously. Then, We Went To Have Our Dinner At Popeye. But, Honestly I Like Mash Potato! Gravy Was Nice. *Kening Naik Naik* And Then Off We Went Home. Again, I Shall Say, MUCH THANKYOUS TO YOU For Sending Me Home. Appreaciate It Too. And Now, For The Photos Time! Okays Dah. Goodnight World! (:

2009-07-26T14:58:00.010+08:00

Dear Diary,

Here's A List Of PROMISES I Made To Girlfriends And Guyfriends And Er. Let's Just Say, Everyone. Bleahs. -_- And A Bit Of Those, Are Some Places That I Want To Go. Those Who Know, I'll Go With You. *Kening Naik Naik*

Go Merry-Go-Round At Night. (:
Go Slacking.
Go Cycling.
Go Ice-Skating.
Go Sky-Ride!
Go Ride Sentosa Luge.
Go Hortpark!
Go Afternoon Beach.
Go Feed Horses! (:
Go Watch Movie.
Go Shopping.
Go Geylang. -_-"
Go Zoo! *Eyebrow Fly Fly*
Go Marina Barage.
Go Forever 21. (:

Okays Dah. Everything Is Go, Go, Go! So, Shall We Go? Teehees! Text Me If You Can Accompany Me Go. I'll Be Happy Than You Ever Know. (: And And, I'll Buy Myself Time To 'Acknowledge' My Promises To YOU! *Eyebrow Fly Fly* Bye-Bye World. (:

2009-07-21T20:28:00.007+08:00

Dear Diary,

Okies, I'll Be Random Now. Make It Fast. Lols. Bottle Tree Park Is Super Nonsense Hor. Nothing Much There. Bleahs. Only A Big Bottle Tree Caught My Attention. Hehe. Walked Around There And Off I Went To Orchard With Izwan. Tell You Something, I Was Very KENTAL When I Was There. In Other Words, I Have Not Familiarise Myself In That Area. I'm Not Singaporean When It Comes To That. Bleahs. -_- Walked Around And I Bought Myself MOCHA FRAPPUCCINO! No Wait. Correction. IZWAN Bought Me The Coffee. Thankyous! Teehees. *Kening Naik Naik* (: He Said, I Drank A Lot. Really Meh? Then If That's So, Don't Ask Me To Hold Next Time, Okies? 'Cause Later If I Finish It Up And You Only Get The Whipped Cream, Don't Blame Me! =P

Anywho, Finally I'm Proudly To Announce That I've Recovered From My Stupid Effing Annonying Sickness! *clap clap* From Nice Voice To Voice Rock And From Clean Nose To Blocky Nose. Blurghs. But But, I Feel Much Better Now. (: Thanks To Someone Who Didn't Allow Me To Have Any Coffee Nor Caffein During The Weekend. Pffts. Now, I Can Have It Again! Cool Or Just Cool? Hehes. Eh, I Listen To You Hor. Don't Say I Never Listen. Blueeks! =P And And, I Know I'm Very Good. Don't Need To Tell Me, 'Cause I Already Know. Hahaha.

Okays Dah. Bye World And Good Nights. =)

2009-07-12T22:25:00.008+08:00

Dear Diary,

Attention World! Just Now, Just Now. I Went Out. With Who? With Super Human Being. LOLs. Anyways, Just Now WE Went Out Go To HENDERSON WAVES. Haha. But, Seriously, If I Never Go Out Just Now, I Guess I'll Be Sulking And Ranting Like A Supid Little Girl To Everyone. Bad Is Me. I Know. Haha. Actually, I Already Did That A BIT. And Ended Up, Family Didn't Scold Me, But Said, I'm Something Wrong. LOLs. Pffts.

P.S. IZWAN! THANKYOUS A LOT FOR BRINGING ME OUT, GO HENDERSON WAVES. ALL THE FUN, LAUGHTER, KECOH-NESS, RANDON-NESS IS ALL APPREACIATED BY ME! FROM MY EFFING BORING DAY, TO MY EFFING SUPER AWSOMEST DAY. REALLY³. NEXT TIME BRING ME TO MOUNTAIN! TEEHEE. =)

Anyways, Izwan Asked Me Out And Like I Said, We Went To Henderson Waves. Met Him At City Hall. Er, I Know. We're Supposed To Meet At Dhoby Ghout Actually, But, I Accidentally Forgot To Tell Him. Ooops. Teehee. And He Very The Enthu, Went Out Of The Station Already. And I Went Like Stoink. Really. Then Told Him To Meet Me At Platform. Haha. Okays.

So, Lets Fast Forward A Bit, Reached Harbour Front And Off We Go, TREKKING. Thanks To My GF, Afidah Who Said It'll Be About 10-15 Minutes, BUT We Ended Up With, Er, Half An Hour Or So? WTH! Crap. And Fyi, It's Not Trekking. It's MURDERING US! Bleahs. And I Tell You, I Really Was Pancit Already. I Mean, Exhausted. 'Cause You See, Talking Non-Stop Hits Plus Climbing Up With Him, IS A Tough One. LOLs. Tired IS Me. I Don't Know If He's Tired Or Not, But For Sure, He Kept On Yawnning! Bad Is He. Don't Tell Me, I Already Know. =P

And, Jeng Jeng Jeng, WE'VE FINALLY REACHED OUR DESTINATION! I Was Like Clapping Hand. Excited 'Cause It's Over To Climb And I've Finally Reached! Woohoo! Haha. Anyways, We Got A Seat, Settled Down. And You See, When You Settle Down, You Will Confirm 100% Talk. So, Yeah. We Talked And Talked, And Talked And Talked Again. Till, Er, Wait. It Didn't Come To A Stop I Think. Lols. Right? Haha. So, To Be Honest, We Got A Lot Of Stories. I Exchange You, You Exchange Me. Something Like That. To Be Exact, Random-Ness + Crapy-Ness = ROJAK. LOLs. Okays. Stop With My Nonsense. Hehes. Blueeks! =P

And So We Headed To Vivo. Andand, I Go INTO TOYS'R'US! Seriously, I've Long Long Time Never Go Tangan Mengatal, Play With Toys. Hehe. In Other Words, My Hand Being Itchy, Touch Toys Here, There And Everywhere. Hehes. You Can Call Me Childish. I Don't Care. What I Know Is, I Still Like Playing. Andand, IZWAN Joined Me Too Hor. Haha. Except, His Hand Not That Itchy Like Mine Lor. Haha. And, I Played Guitar! Hannah Montana! Right, Right, Izwan? Haha. Alrightys, Now, I'm Lazy To Continue On Typing. So, Till Next Time! Taking Cares! Nytes. =)

2009-07-11T14:35:00.006+08:00

Dear Diary,

Okies. It's Like A BIG 1 More Day To School Reopen. I'll Be Busy Again. LOLs. Of Course Larh, With Test Gonna Coming Up Sooner Or Later. With My 'O' Maths. Sheesh. Wth. I'll Be Getting Back To My Old World. Haha! But Not To Worry, I'll Still Be The Nisah That You All Know. I'll Entertain You Just Like You Know I Would. Notie, Cheeky, Whatever You Wanna Call Me. Name It. Hehes. So, People, Before You Go On Checking My Bloggie And Find Out That I Never Update, A VERY BIG And SINCERE SORRY From Me To YOU! Okies? And If I'm Not Lazy And Has A Bit Of A Little Time, I'll Be Updating Alright. Haha.

Anyways, Gee. I Got Nothing To Do Now. Well, Other Then Blogging Right Now. Blurgh. -_- I Wanna Go Watch Movie! I Wanna Go Ice-Skating! And I Wanna Go Out From My House And Have Fun. Shall We? Tml? Sheesh. =( Who The Hell Will Be Free Hor? For Me? But, but. If Someone Or Anyone, Msg And Asked Me Out Tml, I'll Be Over The Moon, Of Course. 'Cause The Very Least, I Got To Enjoy! And That Matters, Before I Start My School Again. *Eyebrow Fly Fly* Hehes.Okays Larh. I Wanna Go Repair My Bike. Bicycle I Mean. LOLs. 'Cause The Seat Is Super Loose. I'll Be Going Down, Down, Down If There's A Bump. Get It? Haha! Okays, Till Then. Adious! Taking Cares! =)

2009-07-09T23:00:00.003+08:00

Dear Diary,

Okays. Yesterday, My Show Was Not Broadcasted. You Knew Whose Fault It is Again. =( However, Today It Was On. Thankyous. =) And Now, Prison Break Just Ended. It Was Er, Okays. Sigh. I Don't Know. Quite Not That Nice Episode For Today. Pffts.

Alrightys. I Got No Mood Now. And The Reason Is Because, My Lappie Screen Just Went Blank! Poof. WTH! This Is Just Crap And This Is Super Effing Nonsensical. Arggghh! I'm Very Pissed Off. But Mostly, SAYA SEDIH! ='( P.S. I'm Using My Sis's Comp Now.

Please Save My Lappie Someone. Just Please. Sooner Or Later, I Guess I'm Gonna Cry, If My Lappie's Not Fixed. Awww. Sheesh. I'm Seriously Is Sad. Haiyoo! Blur Is Me. Okays, Stop. I Couldn't Go On Anymore. I Shall Go Now And I Wanna Sleep. Be Quiet. Take Care World. Goodnytes...

2009-07-06T22:25:00.017+08:00

Dear Diary,

I Forgot To Update About My Appointment With The DENTIST Doctor. Well, It Was On The Last Friday Actually. LOLs. Okays. So, Went I Reached There, Out Of A Sudden, My Heart Was Like Jumping-Jumping. Haha! Seriously, I Was Super-Uper Nervous. Haha. Don't Ask Me Why. 'Cause I Actually, Don't Know Too. Go Think A Reason For Me, If Can. LOLs. Pffts. So, Two Female Doc. Helped My Teeth Cleaned. They Said, It Was Cleansing And Polishing. And I Was Like, Fish! Polish Ah? WTH! You Think Shoe Ah? LOLS. Okays. Crap. That Was Nonsense. Do Ignore That. Hees. Then, My Teeth A Bit Pain Larh. On The Gum I Think. I Was Like Fidgeting I Guess. And The Doc. Keep On Saying, "Open your mouth big." And I Went On Saying, "Ahhhh!" Haha. Funny. I Did Laugh A Bit While Doing "Ahhhhh!" LOLS. Anyways, I Had To Pay $25.60. Expensive Hor? I Know. And I Got Another Appoinment On The 11 November 2009. And For Now, I Still Remember, IZWAN Birthday Will Be On The 12 November 2009. Right, Right, Right? Haha. Oh Well, Anyways My Teeth Is On The Process Of Being Perfect And White-ish! Hehes. *Winks*

Going On To The Next Episode Now. Haha! Have I Update About Myself? I Mean, About My Hair? Well, Some Of My Gfs Knew Already. They Saw Me Personally Somemore! Hees. I Was Already Embarrassed Before I Met Them, 'Cause People Have Given Me Their Comment. And Here They Are:-

1. Pretty.
2. Cute.
3. Primary 2 Kid.
4. Look Different A Bit.
5. Liked The Old Hair.
6. Not Bad.
7. With Long And Short, You're Still Pretty.
8. Smalley Cuzzie, Fatin, Wanted To Cut Like My Hair.
9. Looked Like StrawBerry Shortcake.
10. "Hahaha!"

So, There You Go. Some Of Those Were Commented By Family, Auntie, Cuzzie, GFs And Guy-Friend! You Know Which Is Yours. *Winks* Okays. Enough Said. I'll Be Updating Some Photos For Now And Will Be Updating More, And You Shall Look It Through. =)

Old Hair Of Mine. *At Gf, Syahirah House. =)*

As A Result, I Got My Hair Tied Into Bun! Perfecto! =)

My Longest Hair Since I've Grown Sweetest Eight-Teen! =)

Sister Was Washing My Hair. LOLs.

Just Finished Washing Hair. Bundle Up! Haha.

And That, Is Definitely True. =)

On My Nursing Uniform! Hehe. =)

2009-07-06T00:15:00.013+08:00

Dear Diary,

*Clap Clap* Yays! At Last. I've Finally Visited My Small-Small Cuzzies. =) Oohs. How Much I Miss Them. It's Been A Long Time. On Saturday, Me Got Religious Class. Started At 10Am But I Reached At 10.30Am. LOLs. Good Hor. Haha. Actually, I Woke Up At 8.45Am. Then I Told Mummy, "5 more minutes, pleash. Just five. *Put Pillow On My Face.*" Thenthen, I Over-Shot! Woke At 9.20! Effing Nonsense Lor. Then, I Could Still Have The Relax Relax Mood. Was Not Dressing Up Fast. Taking My Own Sweet Time. Hehes. BlaBlaBla...

Me: Eh. Have you reached yet? I'll be late. Hehe. Still waiting for the bus. Effing slow.

Ezyan: Daa. Paying my fees. Nevermind. I wait for you. Haha.

Me: Wahh! Okay, okay. I'll go vroom there now. LOLs.

Ezyan: Huh? You ride motor ah? Serious?

Me: Er. I'm otw larh ni. Wait, wait. I'll go vroom! *Eyebrow fly fly*

10.30Am Then I Reached Masjid. Haha! Nonsense.

Me: Hehe! Sorrie, sorrie. I'm late. Haha.

Ezyan: You came by motor?

Me: Haha. No larh. You kena bluff larh. Hehe. Blueeks!

Ezyan: I almost believed you!

Me: Ooops! Sorrys! Hehes. =) Anyways, where's the class eh? How come no people?

Ezyan: I think don't have 'cause of H1N1.

Me: HUH?! Wahliao! Tired is me, you know. Came all the way here. Waste time.

Ezyan: We go check at office and ask.

So, off we went. The clerk called the teacher. And she got back to us with saying, "Today no class. We'll call you when class start." And we both were like, "OMG! Okays2. Make sure call tau." Btw, We Were The Only Octopus That Came And Didn't Know About It. Pffts!

So, It Was Crap-Pie! Really. Haha. Then, Went Back. And I Went Out Again With Family. Went To Sim Lim Sq. Brought My Lappie Along To Get A Sticker Design. Haha. Got It. But No Purple! Me Very Sad. Pfffts. I Searched One Whole Shop Like It's My Shop, You Know. LOLs. Ended Up, I Got A Blue Butterfly Design. Quite Nice Too. Hees. Wo Shi Huan! (I Like!) Then I Bought A Sleek Case. Some Sort Of A Dark Blue Colour. Haha. Purple Got, But It's Very Light And I'm Scared It Gets Easily Dirty. In Addition, It Was Not That Nice Either. HEHE! *Winks*

After That, Uncle D Send Me To Uncle Zul's House. That's When I Saw My Smalley Cuzzies! Auntie Zaira Got Cooked. She Cooked Macaroni Plus Laksa Plus Honey Chicken. OMG! Very The Super-Licious! *Saliva Started Drooling Again, Thinking Of It* Hehes. After Eating, I Played XBox. And The Game Was MADAGASCAR! LOLs. Cute Hor? They Larh. Asked Me To Helped Them Play When They Cannot Win That Stage. CLEVER IS YOU ALL! Cheee-Ting Ah You! Haha. Blueeks! =P And So, I Played. Haha. And It Was Very Funny Throughout The Game.

Me: Eh! Faster larh! Go jump there!

Farah: Wait larh! Cannot!

Me: Aiyo! If you never jump now, later you die, i don't know eh.

Farah: Quiet kakak!

Me: Hehe! Quick, quick! Now! You can jump already larh! No need scared!

Then The Popo Died. Oops. I Mean, Hippopotamus. LOLs. And I Went Making Her Shocked, "Oiiiii!! See larh! Da lose dah! Tsk!" Thenthen, It Was My Turn! I Had To Play For Her. Haiyaa. Sunnguh The Leceh (Troublesome) Tahu. Then, It Made Me Nervous. Shit Ah! She Confirm Want To Kena Me Back. Notie Her! And True Enough, She Did Shout At Me Somemore. "Oiiiii! Tengok larh! You also lose! Say people!" And I Said, "Shhhh! Diam larh. I wannt to concentrate! Later if i lose again, I don't want help you anymore! *Tongue Out At Her, =P*" Then, She Said, "Okay, Okay. Win for me okays?" I Replied, "Yesh small sister. I will. Now, shhh. Don't follow what i say, okies?" She Said, "Okies. I don't follow what you say." And I Was Like, You Just Did That. Haha. Pffts. Cute Larh She. =)

Tick Tok, Tick Tok. I Soon Got Enough Of Playing. And So Was They All, 'Cause I Don't Want Play Anymore. Hehe! Then, I Asked, "Who want play hide-and-seek?!" And All Of Them Was Like, "Me, Me, Me!" Wahhh! So Many 'ME' Huh? Haha. Okays. "I Hide, You Seek! Okies dokie?" Then They Agreed. I Swear, I Was Sweating Like A Mad Girl. Haha. Layan Kan They All Semuer Kan, Can Become Gila Olready. Haha. But, I'm A Good Big Sister, Right? What Matters, Is They Enjoyed Themselves. =) And Below Are My Smalley Cuzzies. *Winks*

P.S. Good-Morning. Wo Yao Sleep! Taking Care People. =)

2009-07-03T18:15:00.003+08:00

Dear Diary,

Alrighty. Yesterday Was Super Super The Duper Nonsensical And Frustrating For Me. And That Is Because, MY PRISON BREAK SHOW WAS NOT BROADCASTED! Damn It. Merapek Sheyys! Andand, I Was Already Getting Ready, Sitting In Front Of My Big Big TV. Eyes Almost Popping Out, Waiting For My Handsomest' Hero To Appear. And My Eyebrow Was Gonna Fly Fly. Pffts. Thenthen, MJ Appeared! OMG! Where Is It? Where's Prison Break? Wth. Was I On The Wrong Channel? No, No. Couldn't Be What. It's Channel-Five Shey. Haiyoo! No Fair. =( And P.S. Uncle, Was Annoyed Too. 'Cause I've Influenced Him To Watch It And Was Very Enthusiastic Like Me. Hehe. Sorry Hor! I Don't Know. Haha.

And So, I Then Went Online. Sya Added Me To A Conversation With Dzul. She Asked Me Whether I've Downloaded Oovoo Software (Web-Camming). And Oh-oh. I Forgot. Hehe. It Slipped Off My Mind. Then I Went To Download It Quickly, Thought That We Three Could Do Web-Camming. And There It Went, Dzul Didn't Download. Mangkuk. It Made My Mood Went Low, Low, Low, Low. JOKINGs! By A Bit Larh. I Couldn't Care Less. If She Don't Want, Don't Want Lor. Then I Went Out Of The Conver. Dzul Added Me Again. I Went Out. So, It Was Like, In, Out, In, Out. Haha. Too Bad Larh If I Made Her Pissed Off Since She Like Seeing People Being Angry. RIGHT?!

Syaf: Cian dia. Tkde prison break. Haha.
Me: Ah'ah shey.
Syaf: Aku ader larh ingat ader.
Me: LOLs. Tahu tkpe. Me bingit!
Syaf: Me no bingit. Me chill ajer.
Me: Eleh! Eksyeen ah.
Syaf: Padahal, I already got myself ready to watch prison break. Then, MJ appear.
Me: Nonsense laa he.
Syaf: I can't stop laughing.
Me: What? 'Cause prison break tkde?
Syaf: No. 'Cause you were like super bingit. Haha!
Me: Haha. And oh look, i've changed my PM! *FISH ah! No Prison Break. And YESH! I blame him!*

And There Went The Conversation Between Her And Me. I Swear, I Talked VERY VERY CRAP-PIE. LOLs. Till, Syaf Place Her Left And Right Arm Up, Surrender! Haha. I Was Really Hyper. Didn't Know Why. Haha. Long Time I Wasn't Like That. Somehow, It Made My Jaws Very Pain. Laughing Non-Stop HITS. Hahaa! Nonsense! Okies Dokies. I Shall Go Off Now. Haha! Goodnyte World! R.I.P MJ. =)

2009-07-02T17:21:00.004+08:00

Dear Diary,

Hellohs World! Haha. Life Been Fine For Me. So, For Those Who Worry, Don't Aites. LOLs. I'm Doing Good. =) This Whole Week, I Guess, I've Been Going Out. Except, Monday And Today. Hehe. Tired Lors. I Had My Project Meeting Yesterday. Followed By Aerobics! Siao Sia. I Almost Went Berserk. It Was Super Super Tiring. My Muscles Are Aching Now. Haiyo. We Did Triceps, Biceps, Crunches And Carrying Of Donuts. Those Who Say Empire Donuts, STUPID Is You! 8 Sets, You Know. 8 SETS! Haha. Okays. May All My Stupid Irritating Fats Go Away. *Eyebrow Fly Fly* LOLs. I'm Going To Be Very Very The Sexy Hor. Haha. True Enough, My Jeans Gonna Drop Off If I Don't Use A Belt. Pffts! Super Annoying When I Forgot To Use Belt 'Cause I Just Feel Unsecure. Haha.

Hmm. Anyways, PRISON BREAK Is Sooo Making Me Tense! Ooooohs! I Shall Continue Watch Till The End!! Go, Go, Go! How I Wish I Could Fast Forward The Time, And Make It Night Time Now. Don't Suggest That I Go Watch Online. I Don't Like Watching On Lappie. I Prefer TV. 'Cause It's Very Very BIG. You Know, The Screen. Hehes. Crapping Is Me. I Know. Just Ignore My Random-Ness For Today, Okies. LOLs. Btw, Gerlfie Ku, Afidah. We'll Meet Some Other Day When Both Of Us Are Free Kays. Thenthen, You Can Give My Belated Pressie! Haha. You Just Bought It Or What? How Come Very Late Hor. Hehes. Jokings! Anyways, THANKYOUs! I Appreciate It, For Your Sweetest Kindness Thought. I Lurve You! =) Alrightys, I'm Lazy Now To Continue Typing. And So, I Shall Stop Here. Will Update Again, When I'm Verry The Rajin Okies. Taking Cares World!

P.S. Wheee. I'm Going To Dentist Tommorow, Getting My Nicest Teeth Clean. Mummy And Uncle Will Be Doing So Too. Very Very Cute Hor. Haha. I Know. *Winks*

2009-06-28T16:25:00.005+08:00

Dear Diary,

Okays. Here's what happened. I've ended my love story with him. It was very hard for me not to get hurt. First time was hurting me alot. Now for the second time, it hurts me deeply like a knife kept stabbing on my heart. It's time to say goodbye, for all the memories that i had with him. Even though it's short, i guess it's worth while for me to be happy. Now it's over, 28.6.09. I'm done and through with him. This will be the last that someone will be taking me for granted. I've been nice and i've been kind and now i've come to put it to an end.

Just to let you know, i can live without you. You were not a great boyfie for me. On and on, you let me getting hurt. So, if you're hurt right now for me leaving you, then i'm sorry to say that i already gave you a round of applause. And i'm proud of myself that i can leave you. Mark my words, within a month or so, all of our memories will be gone together with the wind. You can say your sorry when you realise your mistake. But, SORRY, i don't accept it.

Now it's your life and i'm out of it. Handle it yourself and do what you want with girls. Just remember, if you made the wrong move, i guess everyone will suffer. For now, i regard you as my friend. If you're not, then whatever. What goes around, comes around. And you'll be sorry for it. If i'm harsh in this post, then too bad. Now you have also know me, part of my true colours not all. It's nice knowing you, but it's not nice to be with you when you've changed. I'm letting you go just like you let me go. We're even now. And if you wanna **** me off, then i'll let you have the floor. Thankyous and goodbye.

2009-05-17T13:58:00.011+08:00

Dear Diary,

Yesh Ah! Like Finally I Had A Date With Sya & Dzul! Woohoo! Gosh! I Mish Them Very Much Seh! I Mish You Girls. It's Been A Long Time Since We Met And Yesh! I Met Them Just Now. Well, We Went For Morning Jog. Or Should I Say, Only Dzul & Me Who Jog. Hehe. Sya, Brought Her Bicycle So She Cycled Lor. Hahas.

So, I Was Late In The Morning. Planned To Wake Up At 5.30Am. But Waddahell, I Woke Up At 6.30Am Seh!! Sheesh. Thanks To Dzul Who Called Me. Hehe. SORRIIEES BUT THANKYOUS! *Winks* We Jog From My Place Till Downtown East. And Then We Went Puncture. LOLs. We Were Super Tired. Haha. Then, We Fast-Walked Till We Reached Pasir Ris Park. =) Btw, Dzul 'Stole' A Bicycle! An Old Bicycle. Someone Just Threw It Aside. Lols. It's Handle Is Loose And She Just Need To Screw It Tightly. Semangats! But NOT Her. Syahirah's Dad. 'Cause He's The One Who Gonna Do It. GOTCHA! Hehehes. Blueeks! =P

Alrights, Then We Went To One Of The Shop To Buy INSTANT NOODLES! Woo. Yummys. Haha. And Off We Went CamWhoring! Hehes. So, I'll Let The Pictures Do The Talking. Haha. Like Real!

Okays. So You Got The Idea? In Conclusion, We Girls Had Fun. I Did! And I Appreciate For The Time We Spent Together. Hees. =) So, Up Next. We Stopped At Syahirah's House. Haha. Chill At Her House. She Made Us Milo UPON DZUL'S Request. And She Also Made For Me. Hehe. So, Again. Thankyous. *Winks* Then, Dzul Had To Go Home First 'Cause She Has Something On. So Left Me Alone. Haha. Andand Guess What? I Played With Sya's Guitar Larh Eh! Super Cool! I Practice The Collide By Howie Day. Hehes. =) I Almost Got It Right But The Tune Went Wrong So It Doesn't Turn Out Nice. Sheesh. Sya, Practice That Song! I Wanna Listen You Play! Lols. Alrights, And Then We CamWhore Again. This Time Using Sya's Lappie. Hees. Stupid Faces We Did. Well, A Bit. Hehes. And Sya Used My Cap And She Commented It's Nice. Hehes. Thankyous For The Compliment. =) So Yups. That's All! I Gotta Go. Take Cares! Byee.

2009-05-14T21:50:00.007+08:00

Dear Diary,

Alrights! Okays². Very The Sorry For Not Updating. I Apologise. My Fault. Hehes. I'm Kind Of Busy With School Stuffs. It's Stressing Me Like What. Haha. Maybe I Have To Get Use To It. Hees. No Complain Nisah! You're Strong Girl! =) Anyways, Have I Tell You What's My CCA? Hmm. Er. I Don't Think So Right? Lols. Oh Well, It's Aerobics! Cool Huh? Exercising For Me! No More Being Slacker Or Lazy. Fit, Fit, Fit Is All I Want! *Winks*

So, Last Sat And Sun We Had An Aerobics Camp. Super Cool! I Like It. I Had Fun Indeed. =) Andand, We Slept At NP Apartment! It's Called 'The Loft 49', I Think. Hehes. It's Where All The Lecturers Stay. Btw, The Place Is Like A Hotel. Very Nice. LOLs. So My Friend, Hazwani And Me, Was 'Kanchiong' And So We Rushed To Get The Master Bedroom! Hehe. So Big! And There's Toilet Too. Haha. Anyways, We Had Bonding Game. Kind Of Fun. Then We Had BBQ. Then The Next Day, We Had A Morning Run. I Tell You One Thing That Happened To Me. It's Very Funny.

Okay, So I Was Wearing My Sports Shoe Which Was Super Duper Old, Like How Many Years Ago. But Still I Can Use It, 'Cause My Feet Never Grow. Hehes. =) So, I Was Running And Then I Realised That My Pace Of Running Was Not Gentle. I Looked Down. And Guess What? The SOLE Of My Shoe Dropped Out! Waddahell! Sheesh. It Started With My Right Shoe, Then LEFT SHOE!! OMG! I Was So Frustrated Then I Went To Tear It Out. Lols. And Btw, I Think I Left Some Small Soles Of Mine On The Track. Hehes. Anyways, I Already Throw Away The Shoe And Bought A New One Last Mon With Dearest. Red Colour Hor! Nice. Hehes. =) Thankyous Dearest For Accompanying Me! Love You Lots! And Now, It's Time For Some Pictures! Gotta Go Now! See Ya! =)

2009-04-26T01:15:00.008+08:00

Dear Diary,

Okays. Guy-Friend!! I'm Really Soorries For Posting About Youself Late. Hehe. I'm Sorry I Dragged It Till Now. I'm Sorry 'Cause I Went MIA. Busy With A Lot Of Things. More Busy Than You Would Ever Think. Trust Me. =)

So, Let's Get Started About You. Haha. Well, People, Nicholas Is A Guy-Friend Of Mine. He's Nice BUT Sometimes Very Annoying Too. He Used To Poke Me. Haha! But Now Nope, 'Cause It's Been A Long Time Since We Met. Hehe. =P I Love Him As A Friend. He's A Good Friend Of Mine. Who Can Joke Around And Be Bullied Sometimes. Hehe. He Did That To Me Too Alright. Haha. So Don't Say I'm Notie. He Also! And I Miss Him. He's Also Very Busy. With His Camping Stuff. Well, I Don't Deny That Everyone Is Busy Now. Sheesh. =(

Anyways, Nicholas, I Just Wanna Say That I'm Very Grateful To Have A Cool Friend Like You. Really. =) How I Wish I Could Turn The Clock Back And Have Our Laughters In The Old Times. Haha. I Want A Clock-Stopper! Haha. Okies. So, I Guess That's All I Gotta Say. We'll Meet Up Soon Alright With Afidah. You Go Plan With Her. I'll Try My Best To Be Available For You Both. Hehes. *Winks* Take Care My Friend! =) Byeee!

2009-04-19T21:39:00.010+08:00

Dear Diary,

Okays, I'm Backs. Sorry I Was MIA Like Guy-Friend Did. LOLs. Hehes. I Went Camping For 3 Days. Well, In Conclusion, The Camp Was Awesome! Very Fun. But Unfortunately, I'm Very Sorry Because I Didn't Take Photos. There's Only One Group Photo. Haha. So Here's How The Story Went...

First Day:-
- My Group Name Was Archilles!
- There Wass 20 Freshies. 5 Boys And 15 Girls.
- There's A Lot Of China Girls. Wah Piang. Haha
- Created Cheers For Our Group.
- Had Games.
- Kind Of Boring 'Cause Our Group Was Not Supporting Like Dead People EXCEPT Me. =)

- Played Treasure Hunt! I Enjoyed It And One Of The GL Acted Like A Ghost. Stupid Seh!

Second Day:-
- Played Wet And Dirty Games!
- Eww. Gross Sia. We Were In Contact With Cow Dung! Don't Know If It True. Waddahell.
- Our Team Were Very Bonded. So Sweet. Haha.
- Everyone Was Super Damn Smelly. Eww. Gross.
- Injured Both My Arms And Legs. Scratches All Over. Ouch!
- Had Our Lunch With Our Wet And Dirty Clothes!!

- Then We Showered First Before Having Out Dinner. Yesh Ah!
- Night Time We Presented Our Item.
- My Group Did Dancing. Wonder Girls - Nobody. It's A Korea Song. LOLs.
- Played A Game And That Was To Find Our GL. She Got Kidnapped By Evil People. Haha.

Third Day:-
- Can't Wait To Go Home! Hehe.
- Had Breakfast At Makan Place.
- Got Our Camp T-Shirt. Like Finally! Lols.
- All Freshies Gather Together And We Played Squirrel, Tree Game.
- Freshies Cheers Challenge With GL Cheers. And We Won! Aweseome! Haha.
- Had Our Lunch.
- Announced The Winner For The Item Presentation. Archilles WON!!
- Then We Went Home! =)

2009-04-12T19:29:00.009+08:00

Dear Diary,

Okays. Update-tion. Is There Even Such A Word? Lols. No There Isn't. Haha. Anyways, Today I'm Feeling Much Better. Woke Up Late. 11.30Am I Guess, After Syahirah Called Me To Get Her Nebo Card. Haha. Thankyous Once Again For The Card. Appreciate It. So, Today I Did Not Went Out. No Mood. I Was Waiting Patiently For Time To Fly By. Haha. For What? Well, For Tml Orientation Lors. So, Tml I'll Be Away From 8Am Till 2Pm. Then Might Go To Tampines 1 Maybe. Hehes. Anyways, I Made A New Friend. A New GirlFriend-Bloghopper. LOLs. She's Nice. Her Name Is Sherrie. And I'll Be Meeting Her Tml. Glad To Know You. =)

Anyways, Sister Did My Hair. It's Beautiful! I Like It Very Much. The Name Of The Setting Is French Roll. The Back Of My Hair Is A Bit Messy, 'Cause I Touch Here And There On My Hair. Itchy Hand! Haha Then Sister Smack. Sheesh. =( And Then, She Made Me To Do This. I Mean, Making Me Take Pictures. LOLs. So, Here's The Pictures. I Gotta Go. Toodles. Byee!

2009-04-11T14:50:00.010+08:00

Dear Diary,

Good Afternoon People! Haha. Alright. I'm In Pain Now! I Got No Mood 'Cause I'm Sick And My Right Shoulder Ache. I Don't Know If I Should Use The Word 'Dislocated'. But, Everytime I Move My Shoulder, It Hurts! Shoot Larhs. Haish. Okays Forget About It. Hopefully It Recovers Fast. *Praying* Hees. =)

Anyways, Yesterday, I Went To Ehub To Watch Fast & Furious 4. Lols. Okays, If I Were To Rate It, Hmm..I Would Have Rate It 3.5/5. The Show Was Okays. Starting Was Amazing And The Drifting Part Was Cool. Hehes. I Like. So Yesterday, After Watching I Planned To Play Bowling With Family, But Then It's Expensive. I Mean, For Movies, Mummy Spent, $42. Hehe. So If We Play Bowling, I Think There Will Be A Hole In Mummy Pocket. Hehe.

After That, Went To Tampines 1. And When I Reached There, I Was Like, OMG! It's So Full Of People. And It's Very Cramped For Us To Walk Through. No Choice, But We Just Squeeze. LOLs. Well, I Didn't Have Enough Time Going Through And Browse All Those Shops. Haha. So Prolly I Will Be Going Tampines 1 Again. I Don't Know When Will That Be.

Alrightys. I'll Be Going Off Now. I'm Tired. Tc. Byee...

2009-04-09T13:53:00.009+08:00

Dear Diary,

Okays. Here's A Sincere Apology From Me. I'm Very Sorry For Not Updating My Blog. I've Been Busy Lately, Even Though I'm Not Working. What Made Me Busy? Well, I've Got Tuition Like Everyday. And There's H/W Too. So I Got No Time To Online, Blogging And Chatting. Pffts. Sian. But What To Do, I'm Very Focused On My Maths. Can't Play A Fool. Or Else 'My Atuk' Will Scold Me. He Is A SuperHero You Know With Only 2 Teeth On The Front. Lol. Joking². He Will Know. Right Atuk? Hehes. Joking².

Oh Btws, There's This 'Stupid, Something Wrong Guy' Msg-ing Me Yesterday. He Got My No. From My Ex-Primary School Girl-Friend. Well, I'm Not That Close To Her. We Went To Our Separate Route After Primary School Ended. And I Think I Saw Her Last Time, At Void Deck. She Still Recognises Me. LOLs. She Called Out For Me And Then Wanted Me To Hang Out With Her. So I Just Say, "Insya'allah, We Will. (God Willings)" And She Wanted To Exchange No. And I Just Gave It To Her Since There's No Harm. Now Here's The Thing, Even Though We Exchanged No. We Don't Hang Out. Haha. I Avoided Her Laa. Not Used To It. Anyways, Like I Said, I'm Not Close WIth Her. It's No Fun Actually. And People, Please Don't Get Me Wrong. I'm Not Anti-Social, BUT I'm Very Sociable. Haha. *Winks*

So, Yesterday This 'Stupid Something Wrong Guy' Msged Me And Here's How The Messages Went On. And There Went The Harm. Haha.

Guy: "Hi Hanisah."
Me: "Ouh. Hi? And You Are?"
Guy: "Kawan Aisyah. What's Your Age And Your School?"
Me: "Aisyah Maner? Madrasah?"
Guy: "Aisyah Tampines. Bapak Dia Uztaz..."(I Can't Remember The Name. It's Very Long. LOL)

Me: "I See. Ouh. Okays. Hellohs Then."
Guy: "Ok. I Cumer Nk Kenal² Jer."
Me: "LOLs. Okays. And How Did You Get My No.? She Gave It To You?"
Guy: "Ah'Ah. I Tkde Kawan Pompuan And I Nak Kenal² Jer. Marah Eh? Me Syed."
Me: "Ouh. Okays."
Guy: "U Tinggal Maner? Age? Ur School?"
Me: "Takkan My Friend Tk Bilang You Seh. LOL. Hmm.."
Guy: "Tk. Bilang I Laa Plz."
Me: "Tampines. 17." (My Face Expression: Eww. Yucks Man!)
Guy: "Oh. Then, You Suka Swim?"
Me: "Erms. Nope. Main Air Can Tapi I Don't Know How To Swim." (*WaddaHell Seh He Asked This Kind Of Qn!*)
Guy: "I Ajar Laa. Ur Height And Weight Brape?"
Me: LOLs. Tkpe. No Need. Thankyous BUT No Thanks. (*Super Pissed Off!*)

Okays. So That Was The Conversation. I Was Hoping That He Won't Reply Me. It's True! And I Went Like. "YAYS! FINALLY! ALHAMDULILAH! (Thank God.)" Anyways, 'My Guy-Friend Atuk' Happened To Know 'Cause I Told Him. DUH! And It Was Because, It Was A Coincidence That He And That 'Something Wrong Guy' Msged Me At The Same Time. Anyways Atuk, Thankyous Very Much For Being My SuperHero. If There's Anything I'll Report To You. And I Won't Layan Him. I'll Just Ignore. Haha. *Winks* =)

2009-03-31T15:23:00.008+08:00

Dear Diary,

Wooohooo! Okays, Okays. Listen Up People. I Wanna Make An Announcement! The Moment Has Arrived And I Get To Invite My NewBorn Niece Into This World! Yesh Ah! Hehes. Well, Auntie Su Gave Birth On Saturday Night. Thought It Would Be On Sunday. Oooohs. Congrats To Her. Lols. So, I Visited Her On Sunday. Like About Erms, After Asar, 4.30 Pm. I Was Super-Duper Excited And Was Anxious To Reach There ASAP! Hehes. Arrived There, And Saw Grandma, Uncle And Aunties. I Greeted Them And Then Rushed Into The Ward. And There, I Saw The Baby Girl. Awww. So Cute. Hehes. Her Name Will Be Seri Nabilah Binte Rasman. Not A Bad Name Afterall. I'll Be Calling Her ilah! Haha. =)

Then I Asked Permission On Whether I Could Carry Her. Hehes. Then Permission Was Granted, I Cuddled Nabilah And Played With Her. She's So Small. DUH! Of Course Larh. NewBorn Mah. Haha. Okays. And Here's The Thing, SHE'S VERY SENSITIVE! In A Way That After I Carried Her And Wanted To Place Her Back In The Baby Bed, She Started Crying. Then I Was Like, "Alaa! You Are Sleeping But At The Same Time You Also Want Me To Carry You Eh. Tsk. Notie!" So There Goes. I Carried Her Again. And Then, Second Time I Tried. PHEW! She Didn't Cry. Hehes. Okays. And I Wanna Say, SAYA SAYANG SKALI SAMA NABILAH! Emmmuaacks! <3 I Guess It's Time For The Pictures Right? Hehes. So Do Look At It. And Have A Nice Day. Take Care! Byeee! =)

Goodnight ilah. Love You. <3

2009-03-30T11:10:00.006+08:00

Dear Diary,

I've Collected My 'O' Cert! Yays! Took It With Girlfriend Afidah, Just Now. *Smiles* It Was Quite Long To Get Our Cert. Sheesh. But It Was Worth It Larh, 'Cause I Talked To Afidah A Lot And It's Been Quite Sometime, That I See Her. And I MISSED HER A LOT!! Haha. So We Talked And Talked, She Updated Her Story, And Me Too. Lols. And Then The Office Clerk Called Us In, And We Collected It. Soon, We Headed To T-Mart. Girlfriend Paid Her Bill And We Went To See Mummy At 7-11. Showed Her Our File, And Then I Asked Mummy For Money To Buy Food, Since I Forgot To Bring Mine. Hehes. Thankyous Mummy! =) And Then Went Back Home With The Blue Bicycle Of Mine. Uncle Bought It At $80 From His Friend. Still New And I Like It Very Much. Again, I Shall Say, Thankyous Uncle! =) Hehes. So, I Got To Go Now. I Wanna Watch My Korea Show, Boys Before Flowers!! Toodles! Tc! Byeeees!

2009-03-24T22:35:00.006+08:00

Dear Diary,

I've Just Cut My Hair! FINALLY, PEOPLE! I'm So Pissed Off With My Thick Hair. Sheesh. Though It's Nice, But It Just Piss Me Off. 'Cause When The Weather Is Super Hot, It Makes Me Feel Annoyed. So, I Report It To Mummy! Lols. And Of Course I Went To Cut My Hair. Mummy Cut Too. Her Hair Is Very Very Long, But Then She Only Cut A Bit. As For Myself, I Cut My Hair From Thickness To Thinless. LOLs. Not That Thin La. Of Course Not! If That's The Case, I'll Be Bald. Botak, You Know. And That Is Super UGLY For A Girl. Agree? Hehes. I Asked Mummy If I Could Rebond My Fringe But It Will Be Expensive. It Cost 20 Bucks. Sheesh. So Mummy Rejected My Idea. Haha. It's Okay. Next Time Then. And Oh Ya. Had Tuition Just Now. Managed To Complete My H/W. Very Impressive. Hehes. Tomorrow, I'll Be Going Out Again Since I Had An Appointment With Doctor And Someone. *Winks* So That's It. Take Care! Nights! =) P.S. Sorry If My Pictures Doesn't Turn Out Well. Somthing's Wrong With My Handphone. =(

2009-03-22T21:17:00.004+08:00

Dear Diary,

Hellohs! I'm Back Again After Two Days Of Not Posting. Hehes. Okays. So Here's The News. Yesterday, I Went Out. Had To Go To Bugis Since Sister Need To Buy Her Hairstyling Accessories. Lols. Bought Her Things And Went To BHG. Guess Who I Saw? It's FIONA XIE! Haha. CHEYY! You People Thought It Was Someone Special Huh? Or One Of My Friends? LOLs. No Larhs. It Was The Actor. They Got A Fashion Show. So Mum, Sis And Me Decided To Watch. I Didn't Want To Watch The People Who Were Doing The CatWalk. I Just Wanted To See Fiona Xie. She Is Soo Pretty Larhs. She Got A Bit Same Hair Style Like Mine. Except That Mine Is Much More Curly Than Hers. Hehes. So, Okays. Here Are The Photos. And I Guess, Today I Got Not Much To Update. Couldn't Go Out With Girlfriends To Chill 'Cause I Had To Do My Maths H/W. Sorry Girls. But I Was Happy That Dzul Called Me Up! Hehes. And Anyways, I Did My H/W For, Erms, 5 Hours. WOW! So Hardworking Me. Last Time, I Used To Study 2 Hours. A Lot Of Difference. Oh Well. I'll Keep It Up My Good Effort. Jia You Nisah! =)

2009-03-19T00:05:00.007+08:00

Dear Diary,

Alright. Now It's 12.05 Am And I'm Using My Desktop And Am Blogging Now. Family Asleep Now And My Eyes Are Heavy. Just Felt Like Sleeping 'Cause I Went To Work Just Now And Therefore I'm Tired. But...I Don't Know. It Seems That There's A Lot Of Things Going Through My Mind. Haish. Oh Well. It's Better That I List It Down While I Still Can Remember.

1. I'm Very Excited To Do My Course And That Is Nursing! I Don't Why But I Just Get That Kind Of Feeling. Everytime I Think/ Imagine/ Day-Dreaming That I, Nur Hanisah, Becoming A Nurse And Treating Patients With My Whole Heart, I'll Just Smile. And Mind You, That Is A Very Big Smile Of Mine. I Really Can't Explain The Feeling I Had. It's Beyond Explanation. If You Get Me, You'll Understand. Not In My Life Have Ever I Felt This Way. Mummy Once Said, Maybe This Inspiration, Came From My Dad. And That Made Me Wanna Help People And Make Them Feel Better. It Didn't Came Across My Mind, Till Mum Told Me....

2. Though I'm Very Excited To Start My Course, I Got Another Feeling. The Feeling Of Nervous And Scared. It's True That I Believe My Instinct. But What If My Instincts Are Wrong And That I Don't Like This Course? Honestly, I Don't Want To Have That Negative Thoughts But Sometimes, It Just Fly By Through My Head. *Closing My Eyes* Okays. I Know That This Is The Right Course For Me 'Cause If Not, Why Do I Get So Excited? Even Mum Said So...

3. Laptop, Laptop, Laptop! Stupid Laptop! Sickening! Haha. Sorrys. It Came Through My Mind Like 1 Whole Day! After I Dreamt That I Got A Vaio Laptop! Red Colour. Cool Or What? But Anyways, That's Only A Dream. Not Even True. This Shows That I Really Want That Vaio Laptop Badly Till I Dreamt About It. Lols. But, Mummy Already Told Me No Need To Buy Since I Won't Be Needing It And We Got To Save Money. Understood Mummy! =) I'll Just Wait For My PDA Okays, Mummy? Hehehe. At Least I Got Somthing To Play With. Lols. *Winks*

4. Yesh! Another 3 More Days And I'm Done Working! Yays! Finally I Can Have A Good Rest At Home. Well, It's More To Slacking Actually. Lols. And Then, I Can Go Out With Girlfriends. Ooohs. Having That Thought Made Me Hyper. Haha. Okays. Stop It Eh Nisa. Hehes.

5. Now, I'm Wondering If I Can Pass My Maths. Well, At The Rate That I'm Going And The Confidence I Have, I Will Have A Chance Of Passing. With The Tuition Teacher That Is Super Clever, Insya'allah I'll Pass. Though At Least I Must Score C6, Can I Get A B4?...

6. It's The Sixth One, And Suddenly, I Miss My Cousin, Adam. I Think I Miss Him Badly. Haha. Sheesh. He Very Bad Hor. It's Already 1 Month Plus, And I Didn't Even See Him Online. He Bluff Laa. Say Only Want To Use Webcam. Haish. I Know Larh, He Busy But Don't Tell Me That Weekends He Can't Go Online. "Hen Fan Leh" (English: Irritating Leh.) But It's Okay. I'll Be Understanding For Now. How I Wish I Could Write Letter And Fly It Over To His Hostel...

7. Now, I Will Announce That, I, LOVE TO WATCH ONE DRAMA FROM TAIWAN. The Tittle Is, ToGetHer. It's A Brand New Show, Showing At Channel U. I Think It's Only On Weekends. Well, It's Very Nice. Hilarious And Sweet. And The Male Lead Actor Is Very Handsome. Lols. I Recommend You To Watch It. And That Is Only For People Who's Interested. *Winks*

8. Last But Not Least, This Is A Very Long Post About All My Feelings And Thoughts But I'll Make This To A Stop. 'Cause It's Time For Me To Sleep. And I Wanna Go To My NetherWorld. Lols. So Dear People, Please Take Care And Goodbye For Now. Good Morning. =)

2009-03-16T23:07:00.008+08:00

Dear Diary,

Alright! Lets See...Hmm... I Wanna Share Something. Something Hilarious. To A Certain Extent. Well, It's A Bit Stupid Too. LOLs. Okays. So Here It Is. No Offence To ANYONE! Take Note Of That. It's Just A Crap Joke.

Caller: Helloh. Can I Speak To Annie Wan (Anyone)?

Operator: Yes, You Can Speak To Me.

Caller: No, I Want To Speak To Annie Wan!

Operator: You ARE Talking To Someone! Who Is This?

Caller: I'm Sam Wan (Someone). And I Need To Talk To Annie Wan! It's Urgent!

Operator: I Know You Are Someone And You Want To Talk To Anyone! But, What's This Urgent Matter About?

Caller: Well...Just Tell My Sister, Annie Wan, That Our Brother Noel Wan (No One) Was Involved In An Accident. Noel Wan Got Injured And Noel Wan Is Being Sent To The Hospital. Right Now, Avery Wan Is On His Way To The Hospital.

Operator: Look. If No One Was Injured And No One Was Sent To The Hospital, Then The Accident Isn't An Urgent Matter! You May Find This Hilarious, But I Don't Have Time For This!

Caller: You Are So Rude! Who Are You?

Operator: I'm Saw Lee (Sorry).

Caller: YES! You Should Be Sorry. Now Give Me Your Name!!!

2009-03-11T17:15:00.015+08:00

Dear Diary,

First Of All, I Wanna Say, Or, Erms, Shall I Shout It Out Loud? Oh Well. No Harm Doing It.

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO SYAHIRAH!!! <3

Alright. I'm Done. Lols. I Wished Her Today At 12.00 Midnight (According To My Clock). Haha. I Kept Looking At My Handphone Till It Showed 12 Am! Get Ready, And Then SEND! Haha. And Now, After I've Finished Up With This Post Specially For Syahirah, I GOT TO RUSH TO GIVE HER, HER PRESENT! So, Here Goes!

To My Bestie Syahirah,

Heys, I Do Remember Your Birthday Aite. Don't Say That I Don't Even Remember After We Argued. When You Post At Your Blog And Said That Only Mar Remembered Your Birthday Among All Your Friends, Guess What, MY BLOOD STARTS BOILING!! You Said It Wrong! HAHA. Cry Somemore? Lols. I'm Joking Laa.

But Really, I Was Sad When You Said That. But It's Okay. It's Emotional. Can't Be Helped. Understooded. =) And Your Sorry Is Accepted. I've Cooled Down Now And Have Thought It Through. =) And Therefore, I Wanna Say, All The Best In Everything You Do. Open Up Your Heart And Start A New Life. You're 18 Now. Super Big Girl. Haha. So Be Rational, And Think REALLY CAREFULLY Before Making A Decision. 'Cause If You Make One Wrong Move, It's Hard To Turn Back. Lets Bygones Be Bygones. Take Care Of Your Health And Always Remember That No Matter How Worst It Could Be That We Fight, I Still Love You And You're Still My Friend. And Last Warning My Dear, If You DARE To Make A Mistake Again, Be It Anything, I'll Go Up To You And Confront You. Deal? Hehe. But No Worries. I Won't Shout And I Promise Neither Of Us Will Cry. *Winks* Okays! That's All I Gotta To Say To You. Though It's Short, It Got A Deep Meaning. Do Internalise It Well. And Best Of Luck. Take Care, My Dear.... =)

Yours Truly,
Nisah...=)